07-10-2019, 06:55 PM
Cyan’s initiation opened me up psychically. It allowed me to find my interest in psychic smelling so I could smell anthros. Then that turned into me desiring to seek a relationship with anthros that I knew to exist, but just didn’t know how to reach them. He helped me make it possible to find a path to where I can meet this anthro being who will be in a human body.
I learned to still believe that this anthro boyfriend of mine may just be a fantasy and not give into it completely so I don’t go into a psychosis. Though I have touched on psychosis, and have learned from this how to move myself away from it. When doing psychic work of this strength remotely for a number of weeks, it can really put a strain on the brain. I have had a lot of positive change as a result.
I think my love for my anthro boyfriend has helped Cyan move away from feeling panic anxiety coming. He knows how to affect reality using game simulations. He is great at watching videos like military combat and comparing that with real life to see how things will turn out.
Because of CBD my dog Loki is much better. He lost a little weight because we feed him a little less, but has no noticeable pain because of the CBD. If Cyan had not come here I would have never known about CBD and would still be on alcohol. I wouldn’t have found my anthro alien boyfriend (who’s also an angel, but sort of downplays that side of him). My anthro is so affectionate and so amazing. I just have to keep up the work and work hard to build our relationship.
Our work has attracted negative greetings, but because I respond with love, they haven’t been too bad, although they have phased me. Like a car trolly got stolen (which my mom recovered from the towing place), and like $400 disappeared from my bank account that I can’t account for. But it doesn’t show a $400 transaction, and all the dollars seem to add up. I’m just like $400 shorter now than I would normally be at this time of the month.
Cyan taught me that my love and joy that I feel for the anthro will greatly outweigh any negative greeting that I might get. This connection with the anthro has a strong psychic pull on my mind, so I have to stay grounded. It’s a lot of work, but I am so happy. He has his quirks, but in all I’m very impressed with him.
I’m helping my mom to move and will be gone for 10 days or so, leaving in the next few days. I will be away from Cyan and on my own to continue with my partner. So I hope everything goes well. I think I am managing my mind a lot better. My mind is stronger than it was before. In all, an excellent experience.
We were talking about this Chaos God named Slaanesh who is a god of lust quite a bit. And on the tv when we went to eat out, the phrase “Slaanesh’s death” came on the tv that both of us heard. So that was a confirmation of our work. Just hearing that name was one of those impossible things. It was way beyond just seeing 11:11. He’s very intuitive in knowing what causes things that happen, and can find out if he doesn’t know. He described psychically the anthro’s world and features of the anthro to me in great detail over this last week or two. Then I opened up to where I can ask the anthro directly. I got to meet the anthro’s mother, and saw a picture of his father who is dead. I’ve felt sadness coming from the anthro at times. I can feel when he is resting because my energy goes very peaceful.
I even learned his name, Ray Phum Wa. I looked up that name on Google Images and I found a singer/songwriter who writes about being a Lover Boy. I even saw the anthro with a guitar before I found this songwriter. So I am getting some real world confirmation.
He is very eager to meet me, but I am taking it slow for now. At least until I get back from my trip. Then I may commit to meeting him. His people have a space program where they can come to Earth and use genetics and technology to transfer into a human body, but still retain some anthro DNA.
It all sounds so fanciful, but it’s coming together nicely. And Cyan hasn't judged my interests. He's helped me to explore them. So he's like my best friend now.
I learned to still believe that this anthro boyfriend of mine may just be a fantasy and not give into it completely so I don’t go into a psychosis. Though I have touched on psychosis, and have learned from this how to move myself away from it. When doing psychic work of this strength remotely for a number of weeks, it can really put a strain on the brain. I have had a lot of positive change as a result.
I think my love for my anthro boyfriend has helped Cyan move away from feeling panic anxiety coming. He knows how to affect reality using game simulations. He is great at watching videos like military combat and comparing that with real life to see how things will turn out.
Because of CBD my dog Loki is much better. He lost a little weight because we feed him a little less, but has no noticeable pain because of the CBD. If Cyan had not come here I would have never known about CBD and would still be on alcohol. I wouldn’t have found my anthro alien boyfriend (who’s also an angel, but sort of downplays that side of him). My anthro is so affectionate and so amazing. I just have to keep up the work and work hard to build our relationship.
Our work has attracted negative greetings, but because I respond with love, they haven’t been too bad, although they have phased me. Like a car trolly got stolen (which my mom recovered from the towing place), and like $400 disappeared from my bank account that I can’t account for. But it doesn’t show a $400 transaction, and all the dollars seem to add up. I’m just like $400 shorter now than I would normally be at this time of the month.
Cyan taught me that my love and joy that I feel for the anthro will greatly outweigh any negative greeting that I might get. This connection with the anthro has a strong psychic pull on my mind, so I have to stay grounded. It’s a lot of work, but I am so happy. He has his quirks, but in all I’m very impressed with him.
I’m helping my mom to move and will be gone for 10 days or so, leaving in the next few days. I will be away from Cyan and on my own to continue with my partner. So I hope everything goes well. I think I am managing my mind a lot better. My mind is stronger than it was before. In all, an excellent experience.
We were talking about this Chaos God named Slaanesh who is a god of lust quite a bit. And on the tv when we went to eat out, the phrase “Slaanesh’s death” came on the tv that both of us heard. So that was a confirmation of our work. Just hearing that name was one of those impossible things. It was way beyond just seeing 11:11. He’s very intuitive in knowing what causes things that happen, and can find out if he doesn’t know. He described psychically the anthro’s world and features of the anthro to me in great detail over this last week or two. Then I opened up to where I can ask the anthro directly. I got to meet the anthro’s mother, and saw a picture of his father who is dead. I’ve felt sadness coming from the anthro at times. I can feel when he is resting because my energy goes very peaceful.
I even learned his name, Ray Phum Wa. I looked up that name on Google Images and I found a singer/songwriter who writes about being a Lover Boy. I even saw the anthro with a guitar before I found this songwriter. So I am getting some real world confirmation.
He is very eager to meet me, but I am taking it slow for now. At least until I get back from my trip. Then I may commit to meeting him. His people have a space program where they can come to Earth and use genetics and technology to transfer into a human body, but still retain some anthro DNA.
It all sounds so fanciful, but it’s coming together nicely. And Cyan hasn't judged my interests. He's helped me to explore them. So he's like my best friend now.