11-19-2018, 03:35 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-19-2018, 03:39 PM by redchartreuse.)
This topic brings up some fear for me, so apologies and caveats in advance if my thinking seems distorted.
I feel very leery of this exercise that Q'uo suggests regarding "transmuting negative energy" in the form of hostilities from fellow citizens and other "disruptive" energies.
In my experience thus far, I have found that these kinds of disruptive energies already seem quite attracted to me, without me specifically inviting them in and attempting to "transmute" them. For example, at times it has seemed that mentally ill people in the street will give me looks as if I appear very threatening to them, and some will even "beeline" toward me with verbal assaults and other harassing behaviors.
In a second type of greeting, I have observed these energies to act through friends and family, seemingly waiting for a momentary weakness in order to influence them to express a particular kind of disruptiveness or to harass me through them.
Finally, I have personally experienced long-term direct harassment and disruption by these types of energies.
The thing is- I don't recall asking for any of this to happen for me. So I am very curious as to how this all fits with the rest of the discussion in this session about offering service to entities when unasked for.
Indeed- these types of disruptive energies seem to be of the opinion that I have invited them into my space, despite me having no recollection of doing so.
And what is worse- I have experienced that many of these disruptive energies- as part of their pattern- act with impunity and open rebellion against any kind of request, direction, or command, for them to leave. They seem to feel that they can continue to disobey and violate my energetic boundaries despite my sincerest intention for these behaviors to cease.
Which tells me that I must not be successfully "transmuting" these energies fully else they would change their form and behavior, yet they persist.
I have to say I personally find this suggestion from Q'uo quite concerning and risky, since they did not accompany it with any clear, detailed instruction on how to actually accomplish said "transmutation" of these energies, or how to exert mastery over the boundary of one's own energetic space, such that they can rest assured that their home environment does not become a flophouse for recalcitrant energies.
While I would like to be able to wield such a power of transmutation, my experience teaches me that these "rebellious" energies will continue to rebel, and if incited, may retaliate against me and my loved ones, causing much disruption of our lives, and possible long term harm.
Unless Q'uo were willing to dive deeper into how I might accomplish these feats without feeling overly fearful or vulnerable, I don't feel that I am willing to experiment with this.
Has anybody else tried this exercise? What was the outcome?
I feel very leery of this exercise that Q'uo suggests regarding "transmuting negative energy" in the form of hostilities from fellow citizens and other "disruptive" energies.
In my experience thus far, I have found that these kinds of disruptive energies already seem quite attracted to me, without me specifically inviting them in and attempting to "transmute" them. For example, at times it has seemed that mentally ill people in the street will give me looks as if I appear very threatening to them, and some will even "beeline" toward me with verbal assaults and other harassing behaviors.
In a second type of greeting, I have observed these energies to act through friends and family, seemingly waiting for a momentary weakness in order to influence them to express a particular kind of disruptiveness or to harass me through them.
Finally, I have personally experienced long-term direct harassment and disruption by these types of energies.
The thing is- I don't recall asking for any of this to happen for me. So I am very curious as to how this all fits with the rest of the discussion in this session about offering service to entities when unasked for.
Indeed- these types of disruptive energies seem to be of the opinion that I have invited them into my space, despite me having no recollection of doing so.
And what is worse- I have experienced that many of these disruptive energies- as part of their pattern- act with impunity and open rebellion against any kind of request, direction, or command, for them to leave. They seem to feel that they can continue to disobey and violate my energetic boundaries despite my sincerest intention for these behaviors to cease.
Which tells me that I must not be successfully "transmuting" these energies fully else they would change their form and behavior, yet they persist.
I have to say I personally find this suggestion from Q'uo quite concerning and risky, since they did not accompany it with any clear, detailed instruction on how to actually accomplish said "transmutation" of these energies, or how to exert mastery over the boundary of one's own energetic space, such that they can rest assured that their home environment does not become a flophouse for recalcitrant energies.
While I would like to be able to wield such a power of transmutation, my experience teaches me that these "rebellious" energies will continue to rebel, and if incited, may retaliate against me and my loved ones, causing much disruption of our lives, and possible long term harm.
Unless Q'uo were willing to dive deeper into how I might accomplish these feats without feeling overly fearful or vulnerable, I don't feel that I am willing to experiment with this.
Has anybody else tried this exercise? What was the outcome?