01-09-2019, 01:27 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-09-2019, 01:31 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Tae, I'm sorry for what happened to you. It sounds like the one with issues in that relationship was her. At least you have the comfort of knowing it's not you, it's her.
Still, that's a horribly painful experience and I'm sorry you went through that. I know the pain man trust me I'm sorry for what happened to you I really am.
In my case, it wasn't her, it was me. And it's all the more painful because I know it was my own issues that caused my pain and heartache. It makes me feel like I'm not good enough. Like there's something wrong with me, I just suck and I can't measure up. I just remind myself what Agua tells me: these are OLD emotions that I'd still be feeling even if my friend and I reconciled. It makes me want to heal my issues that much more, so I can fix that sense of brokenness and inadequacy I have inside.
Still, that's a horribly painful experience and I'm sorry you went through that. I know the pain man trust me I'm sorry for what happened to you I really am.
In my case, it wasn't her, it was me. And it's all the more painful because I know it was my own issues that caused my pain and heartache. It makes me feel like I'm not good enough. Like there's something wrong with me, I just suck and I can't measure up. I just remind myself what Agua tells me: these are OLD emotions that I'd still be feeling even if my friend and I reconciled. It makes me want to heal my issues that much more, so I can fix that sense of brokenness and inadequacy I have inside.