Knowing vs. Practicing

[missmarie]

thank you 3DM! that was reassuring to hear.

Hello Miss Marie

Certainly, whatever you have discovered is beneficial for you at this particular time. Explore and embrace what is being applied this moment. Thoughts of what is possible and what can be achieved create who you are, right now. Don't fear ever being able to release fear . There is a time and a season for everything, enjoy the weather.

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i will definitely check that out. i just discovered this website this morning and through "the sons of the Law of One" podcast (there is channeled material from Ra on there as well). he mentioned llresearch, which is how i came across this forum. i just ordered a book from the LL store today, so i am excited to find all of this info. thanks for sharing!

Hi missmarie,

I don't know how much, if any, of the Ra material you have read, but there is a question/answer that explores the difference between knowing and acceptance that you might find helpful:

61.9 Questioner: This brings out the point of the purpose of the physical incarnation, I believe. And that is to reach a conviction through your own thought processes as to a solution to problems and understandings in a totally free situation with no proof at all or anything that you would consider proof, proof being a very poor word in itself. Can you expand on my concept?

Ra: I am Ra. Your opinion is an eloquent one although somewhat confused in its connections between the freedom expressed by subjective knowing and the freedom expressed by subjective acceptance. There is a significant distinction between the two.

This is not a dimension of knowing, even subjectively, due to the lack of overview of cosmic and other in-pourings which affect each and every situation which produces catalyst. The subjective acceptance of that which is at the moment and the finding of love within that moment is the greater freedom.

That known as the subjective knowing without proof is, in some degree, a poor friend for there will be anomalies no matter how much information is garnered due to the distortions which form third-density.

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hi!

thanks for the warm welcome and your reassuring words. i have been scrutinizing everything about myself in light of what i now know.

i suppose having some fear is normal as it relates to instinct and fight or flight syndrome. most of my fear-based anxiety stems from governmental affairs. seeing the direction the world is turning really concerns me and i do not agree with almost all of it. and also the fact that things will be very rough down the road... for some reason i feel like i need to survive it. i feel like a soldier readying for battle even though the battle road for me would be a non-participatory, remove myself from the grid kind of living.

even though my heart feels completely pure and full of light - i want nothing less than a better, kinder world for all. i ask for it more than anything else. i worry that if i hang onto the fear of govt that it will hold me back, though i dont know if this is true.

i have heard so many opinions about this - and realize i'm not perfect (at least in my own eyes), i just want to be sure i am doing everything in my power to dump any negativity i can so i feel i am assisting as fully as possible. i just dont know if i am doing enough - i feel i can always do more, always improve myself more. or perhaps this is my insecurity rearing its head!

Hello there, I am glad you have found your way here. I would first like to note that everything is very much "in process", and it is not unusual in the least for one to feel nervous and have some fear. In fact, at this point in time, I'd say it's almost expected. As the veil melts away more and more, individuals are going to be opening up to a greater degree of their awareness and with this the awareness of their shadow selves. Many people will be learning to face their shadow selves at this time, which can manifest especially as an anxiety about "what am I doing? Who I am? Where am I?" as one grapples with the body of their doubts and beliefs.

One technique comes in to my mind, that really I share with virtually everyone, and that is to spend some time meditating upon your heartbeat. Connect with it, its pulse, its movement, its sound if you can, and just absorb yourself in to your heartbeat. I hope that hopes, I wish you well, blessings.