03-23-2012, 11:21 PM
My personal experiences or 'awakening' brought me OUT of an apathetical or rather indifferent sort of sexual polarity state. Though I preferred men, I was open to the idea of exploring women. I had soft-curiosity-desires for multiple relationships etc. At that point in my life I was in an externally depolarized state, though I had sex with many men some were very feminine.
Because my internal longings maintained a polarity (souls desires) and I was willing to Open to those, I eventually faced all my distorted feminine psyche energies of the past. This has brought me into a point of clear attraction to males that are more polarized in their masculine energy. Loving new-ager type males are no longer a turn-on.
However, being out of touch with this greater feminine aspect in this and many other lifetimes, leaves much to explore and little known to work with for me at this time. Most of my creative work is in my mind for now, there aren't many truly polarized males without major issues; just as their are not females.
Let's discuss, if we can, how this relates to our world at large. Politics etc. How could feminine energy expressed in it's purest form (and what does THAT look like) be valuable/useful and powerful IN the world? Any thoughts?
Because my internal longings maintained a polarity (souls desires) and I was willing to Open to those, I eventually faced all my distorted feminine psyche energies of the past. This has brought me into a point of clear attraction to males that are more polarized in their masculine energy. Loving new-ager type males are no longer a turn-on.
However, being out of touch with this greater feminine aspect in this and many other lifetimes, leaves much to explore and little known to work with for me at this time. Most of my creative work is in my mind for now, there aren't many truly polarized males without major issues; just as their are not females.
Let's discuss, if we can, how this relates to our world at large. Politics etc. How could feminine energy expressed in it's purest form (and what does THAT look like) be valuable/useful and powerful IN the world? Any thoughts?