05-16-2011, 04:04 PM
(05-16-2011, 01:01 PM)turtledude23 Wrote: @3DM: that orange ray hermit quote applied to me for most of my life and while I was less sociable than most I'm not autistic, I don't have aspergers, I genuinely preferred being alone and thinking or daydreaming over interacting with others, before.
@kycahi: I made the choice of STO while still being stuck in that no-yellow period of my life, I did things which I thought were STO but often turned out to be unhelpful to anyone/me, damaging to my growth, or even STS. So its not that you can't make the choice with a blocked chakra, you're just not going to manifest that desire as well as you could otherwise, but with a genuine desire to be STO you'll find the way eventually.
The hyperintuition thread here agrees with you. I agree especially with the last sentence. Many posts in these forums label bad behavior as STS where I think those accused are dabbling with a kind of ignorant selfishness that comes from imbalance, not truly post-Choice.