New Age Spiritual Movement Frustrations

[Spiritualchaos]

I learned my lesson a different way. I saw others having fun playing games on their smartphones so I upgraded my ordinary flip phone that didn’t have the bells and whistles. I was introduced to app stores where I found various games that would keep me busy for hours. There was this one game called ‘Asphalt 8’. It didn’t take long until I found myself spending money to upgrade features. 3 years had passed and I had spent a little over $1,000 US. I got frustrated with all the advertisements always playing even though they offered free digital money in exchange for watching. I was introduced to the Ra Material in 2017. My addiction persisted beyond words of wisdom. It was about a year and a half later after continuously reading about spiritual content that I decided to delete every game on my smartphone. I deleted all my social media. I unsubscribed from various Youtube channels that came across as a money grab. I was reduced to less than what I was.

or so I thought...

It took a few days to balance my sleeping schedule. It took longer to keep resisting the urge to play one more game or see something new on twitter. I decided to redirect my attention to reading about spiritual content. I didn't do all this alone. My dreams became more vivid and I was able to remember them more often. I took a closer look to what was being communicated. I can't say they have all the answers nor do I. After relaxing my mind and staying away from things that create frustration I am able to focus on things that bring meaning into my life. What I like the most about Bring4th is the free exchange of knowledge and experiences. Some people want to bombard themselves with useless information or pay to think they are getting ahead of something. I say let them. Maybe one day we will see them on websites such as Bring4th sharing stories of how naive they were.

From reading your reply, I would like to suggest that from your own description, that you may have replaced one addiction for another. I have noticed that you are frequently the first poster to respond to every new thread on this board, within a short period of time they are posted. Is it enthusiasm for the information presented or an addiction to spiritual topics that is driving you? I would spend some time in contemplation to see what you learn when you ask yourself this question honestly.

I feel like you missed the point of what I was saying entirely. I am not having troubles sleeping, nor am I worried sick to the point where I cannot function. My mind is quiet, but my feelings are strong, and they have always led me to exactly where I am supposed to go, and show me exactly what I am supposed to notice.  I notice patterns, as the whole universe is made of patterns, and there are repeating patterns that I see everywhere, especially in the spiritual movement, which is what prompted me to get some insight from others. I was just wondering how much others had noticed too. 

I am concerned about the spiritual movement because I came here to help with it. I can feel the pain people are feeling, I can physically see it manifesting itself everywhere I go. I talk to people all the time in my neighborhood who are not sleeping, who are suffering from debilitating physical health problems, who are concerned about mental health issues and have endless money troubles. We are here as system busters during the harvest, as the old system needs to change in order to make room for fourth density life. People have free will, but they are also gullible and being unfairly misled by people preying on them when they are the most vulnerable. You can say, oh whatever, let them screw themselves over and learn from it. But that is not how it's going to go, because I can feel the energy of this planet right now and it is struggling. I do no think people are just going to "learn a lesson" and move on. I think it could potentially break their spirit, make spirituality and growth of consciousness feel like just another manipulation in a world already plagued with enough forms of unconscious slavery that it "beggars our ability to enumerate them." I'm sure your remember that quote from the ever-so-wise Ra. 

Right now, what people need, is a break. They need love. They need honesty. They do not need to be further manipulated, even by sources that on the outside seem like they have their student's best interest at heart, when really they are just looking out for themselves and their own well being. How can we live the Law of One if we do not see all as One?