12-31-2021, 07:21 AM
(12-31-2021, 06:16 AM)Cannon Wrote: I have regularly been experiencing hallucinations and hearing voices in my head due to this whole thing before, but things have gotten much worse. The entity has at times controlled parts of my body, forced moving my arms, and forced me to go for walks. It says he's going to castrate me. I have no idea what to do at this point save a legitimate exorcism. If anyone has any advice, any at all, I would love to hear it.
Hi again Cannon,
I'm sorry to hear you're still having a hard time with this. I mean this in a sincere way and hope not to offend you buddy, are you 100% sure you're not going through a profound period of psychosis?
I can really relate to many of your points, I experienced everything you mentioned above and felt I was being forced on walks all day long, having my body parts jolted, experiencing hallucinations and voices etc. Only for a female spirit guide of mine to whisper one day to me "this is psychosis". I stopped, taking a good look around at my aura and the energetic field around me (which was a mess) and she said it again "this is psychosis". I let go into the voice attacks, allowing them to go full steam and I allowed myself to go on these walks willingly, after each voice attack which could last up to 5 minutes she whispered again "this is psychosis".
It was like waking up. I eventually was sitting in bed when once more, after what I would describe as experiencing more hallucinations and hearing more voices of negative entity's, things calmed down and she used this opportunity to say again "this is psychosis".
After the last time of hearing this, it all just disappeared. I gave it all a good look (the hallucinations and stuff around me etc) and thought "it is psychosis and I'm buying into it". After this I felt detached from it all and I went to sleep, I woke up the next day feeling fairly normal and never experienced any of these issues again.
Now I was genuinely attacked (but if you can pal, try not to see this as an attack and go for the word "greeting") by practicing service-to-self beings. I lived with them, they were in physical 3rd density vehicles and I regarded one of them as a friend. They performed black magic on myself and it wasn't until I had an epiphany one day that I suddenly realised they had been performing black magic on me and that they had really gone to town on my mind/body/spirit complex. Black magic when used correctly quite often leaves the victim unable to remember what was done or there is a painful repercussion for breaking out of one of their hexes or rituals. So I know for sure it happened as it was done live in front of me and I could recall it in detail. But this brings me to my next point...
Yes I was attacked and experienced the brunt end of a service-to-self oriented greeting, but as for the psychosis that followed I'm not sure it was all them. They had piled their own thoughts, feelings etc onto me which I think added to this period of psychosis but ultimately I had to claim it as my own while also remaining detached from it to see that actually this was psychosis and I wasn't being attacked anymore.
Ultimately, just know that you're not alone and I am in no way claiming that this isn't a service-to-self negative greeting you are going through, but I can see we have had such parallel experiences from what you describe and was wondering if I could help you look at it another way

It's worth questioning after all I think!
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