Already feels like a bit of home

[Steppingfeet]

Hello Josh,

"Not even sure people would believe half the things that have happened to me since." Every life is unique in its path, filled with all sorts of color and novelty, but some lives, especially among the spiritually inclined, are more packed full of seemingly bizarre or unusual experiences. Some enjoy the canoe ride, others the wild roller coaster of unexpected twists and turns. I think that this is a community who can appreciate the synchronicities and other phenomenal moments that can transpire.

But 500+ mushroom trips!? Good God. You put in some OT in the psychedelic journeying, whatever the ratio of escape/distraction/inebriation and self-exploration/healing/heart-opening. : )

I appreciated your awareness of the "total heart wall around the green ray" and how the dismantling of that wall to one degree or another allowed the Creator in, so to speak. In the Law of One text you'll see Ra describe the heart center and the unconditional love therein as the springboard and key to intelligent infinity, and the great protection. Not that intelligent infinity is impossible to access without the heart maximally activated, but I don't believe that infinity can be safely and fully integrated into and reconciled with the incarnate self operating from a closed or partially closed heart on the positive path. How awesome, love is.

That six months following the experience sounds wonderful. Others, too, report a heightened state of some duration that seems otherwise immune to, or at least unable to be impaired by, environmental negativity and lowered vibrations. But alas, significant tests and lessons yet awaited you, it seems. Judging by the learning you undertook in places that most would seek to avoid at all costs, like the prison cell, and the way you were able to grow from and synthesize that experience, it speaks to me of a preincarnational plan or other intelligent design that took you precisely to the places you needed to be, though I'm sorry for the pain in the great hardships and self-terminating episodes you underwent.

I'd be interested to know more about this: "I have a nearly fluent conversation with my higher self almost all the time, now.  It's like your long lost best friend you never knew you had who knows you better than your mother." How do you experience this? Does the "voice" of the higher self show up as distinct within your cognition? What sort of counsel or guidance would you say that you receive?

And while I take any future visions spoken by others, however trustworthy the source and sincere the belief, with a grain of salt (as there are many pitfalls for speaker and listener in these cases), I'd be interested to know more about what you saw of the coming evolution for planet earth and its people. It is quite enticing, and, as you are probably discovering, it has some correspondence to the indications that Confederation sources share.

And no need to feel weird going on about yourself, this particular forum and your thread are your space to do so! Good however to be mindful of the proportions of ego, as it's called.

Thanks for sharing a few highlights from your journey, Josh, and welcome!