04-16-2021, 03:06 PM
A few things to add. With this thread I suffered a minor detunement focusing on those personal emotional issues of unhappiness and regret. The original and strongest intent was clouded a bit, the original message of just sharing my interesting timeline experience and theory of a possible 35 year ET contact window. That was the main message that got detuned and the focus became personal struggles and doubts. I guess it was all for the better though because it lead to some interesting conversations, and Leafie got a lot out of it, so that's good at least. I may not feel entirely happy yet, but lately there is at least the excitement of working towards certain things that's giving me some purpose lately.