Contact/Disclosure Timeline Event Window 2024 and the 35 Year Pattern

[Black Dragon]

Other-selves in this current timeline needed your help/service and you graciously obliged?

Must be a big part of it. Feels futile sometimes though, like my service won't count for squat and everyone on this timeline will just be doomed anyway and all the pain will have been for nothing. Maybe its the past talking, where I had answered such calls to service only to see it end in disaster and all my efforts in ruin.

Kali, if you really did life in Lemuria or Atlantis, I'm tremendously sorry. I am sorry to anyone who was part of that. I feel like I should have been able to fix things. I feel like I should be able to fix things now, but sometimes feel powerless. I really hate the feeling of just being along for the ride. I know that's not a very accepting thing to say and reeks of control. Perhaps it is learning more to co-create from the blue ray instead of just try to force the will? Of course, what I'd want to create is a heart centered reality but without will, wisdom, or both in the mix it will just be stomped out.