04-15-2021, 01:34 PM
Most reputable sources and others I talk to suggest that something major will happen in less than 10, maybe even less than 5 years. I want to focus my attention on this point, and basically just keep doing the work I've been doing lately. It's all I can do.
I do feel "cheated", in a timeline sense. This timeline was always miserable and depressing for me. I still don't fully see the point of all the pain. It seems so arbitrary, like it's just for some giggling STS idiots to siphon loosh while telling me its my karma and I'm learning valuable lessons. Piss down my back and tell me it's raining. Just some cheap bully's trick to get a laugh at my expense and a free meal. Honestly? As much as I feel that way it's probably not a productive way to look at it.
I am probably the dumbass who made the call to put myself on this particular timeline, and not the 50's disclosure/90's Star Trek one, or even a number of others that suck way less. Tough pill to swallow. I still don't fully understand the reasoning of that decision, but it must have been something.
I do feel "cheated", in a timeline sense. This timeline was always miserable and depressing for me. I still don't fully see the point of all the pain. It seems so arbitrary, like it's just for some giggling STS idiots to siphon loosh while telling me its my karma and I'm learning valuable lessons. Piss down my back and tell me it's raining. Just some cheap bully's trick to get a laugh at my expense and a free meal. Honestly? As much as I feel that way it's probably not a productive way to look at it.
I am probably the dumbass who made the call to put myself on this particular timeline, and not the 50's disclosure/90's Star Trek one, or even a number of others that suck way less. Tough pill to swallow. I still don't fully understand the reasoning of that decision, but it must have been something.
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