Other-selves and projection

[Glow]

I have finally figured out how priceless peace is and stillness. It took physical catylist of getting adrenal fatigue working 12 hour days 6-7 days a week. To force me to stop, and rest. Then over 6-7 years finally experience peace in that stillness vs guilt of nonproductivity.

Yikes! When did you get downtime?! Or did you not account for any downtime at all? Adrenal fatigue is understandable in that situation. So glad to hear you've been able to find balance there. Health is numero uno.

See there you go being logical. I don’t know why I missed that.
It seems obvious now.

Down time honestly didn’t even occur to me, it was a constant combo of fight/flight channeled into productivity.

Drs basically thought I was dying - tested me for everything as I went from unlimited energy to mostly unable to function for more than 10 minutes at a time, yet was still trying to run my full business. Some of us have to learn the hard way.

I’m sure it was a preincarnative course correction as without it and the lingering effects I would never have healed what was driving me in the physical and allowed myself to focus so far into the nonmaterial.