It sounds to me that the wall you are up against is that of Choice.
You love the freedom, but can you make enough decisions to put something down concrete?
Sometimes freedom can become its own cage.
Finding a direction may be as simple as CHOOSING one.
I get this, cause I also love to experiment. I literally have *checks notes* 33 working tracks at the moment in all different phases of development.
I have only just in the last month been able to organize myself to put 5 of them together as an EP. It's still not done, I went all the way through mastering, listened and got feedback, now I gotta fix a bunch of stuff in the mixes, but damnit, I'm gonna put out this EP.
This is because I had a big realization that music and most art is all about creative decisions. Art only gets done when you make decisions and follow through on them.
Sometimes these decisions are very quick, snap decisions, like in improvisation. A decision isn't long and drawn out, it's indecision that is.
You love the freedom, but can you make enough decisions to put something down concrete?
Sometimes freedom can become its own cage.
Finding a direction may be as simple as CHOOSING one.
I get this, cause I also love to experiment. I literally have *checks notes* 33 working tracks at the moment in all different phases of development.
I have only just in the last month been able to organize myself to put 5 of them together as an EP. It's still not done, I went all the way through mastering, listened and got feedback, now I gotta fix a bunch of stuff in the mixes, but damnit, I'm gonna put out this EP.
This is because I had a big realization that music and most art is all about creative decisions. Art only gets done when you make decisions and follow through on them.
Sometimes these decisions are very quick, snap decisions, like in improvisation. A decision isn't long and drawn out, it's indecision that is.