10-13-2020, 08:33 PM
(10-13-2020, 05:27 PM)SP1 Wrote: Do you think you can be STS and ascend to 4D positive?
I want to be STS but I don't want to enslave or hurt anyone.
I wish everyone well being.
I just don't have feelings for people.
I only have emotions for animals.
It is what it is.
I can't force myself to love others.
Am I doomed to go to 4D negative because I don't like people?
Also, I do not like the idea of a social memory complex.
Mind melding with others would be hell for me.
Well... From what I can see, and feel...
.... Is that you don't have to worry about this stuff right now SP1, you will probably going to need more "lessons" and "chances/opportunities" for you to choose your "path."
Enjoy life my friend, reincarnating into 3rd density again, and again... would probably be your primary concern right now. Unless, you truly want to "advance" into the next density.... and reflect on the "lessons" you currently have/had..
But... I don't sense this from you atm, right now... you are very focus on how "you" will end up, and you feel conflicted with your internal decision.
You want the good, but it has to be "selective" to your own "liking."
Your mentality of "It is what it is."
and "I can't force myself..." "Am I doomed..." etc. etc.
I believe there may be "lessons" in this lifetime that have addressed the mindset you have above... maybe looking back on it may help.
Hope this helps,
With much Light to you SP1.