Throat Chakra Blockage?

[Patrick]

The lying is more indirect than that.  For example, if someone else believe they should control a part of my life, something that does not affect them at all and really is only on me.  Yet they feel that they have an opinion on what is best for me.  I might lie in such instances.  The lie prevents me from having to explain myself, yet again.  It prevents me from having to defend my freewill using more energy and distortions to basically reach the same goal that the lying achieved.

Now that being said, I know this shortcut is not in the best interests of both the people involved.  I chose it nonetheless for being so much more comfortable.  And obviously this catalyst then continues to present itself because I am not making good use of it.

Imagine if the only way to be yourself without lying is to anger someone else.  So you believe you only have two choices, either lie or do not be yourself.

I was ok with this, because I was working on other things.  But now I am ready to process this catalyst and I am discovering that I really am a coward. 

There is no solution that comes to me intellectually on how to do this without making the other person angry all the time.

So the solution will come from the heart.  I will set my intent, which I have, and the rest will follow, which it is currently doing.  Hence our current exchange is part of that process that is unfolding.