09-19-2020, 01:54 PM
I kind of grapple between identities.
On the more broad scale I identify with the fact I am really just the one who has been everything so shouldnt cling to identity at all.
Then I am this, and experience the viseral experiences of what being this identity is, a perspective, an experience worth gaining what is/will be experienced and the transitioning perspective of this individuation.
It’s weird I feel less aligned with this some how than any other step from creator or back, yet I get stuck in the experience from time to time and get snagged by catylist so obviously I am this as weird/untrue as being seperate feels. lol
Oddly there is a middle identity I resonate with more as identity and that is the spark that started this path of seperation as it gained its original 3D awareness and it contains all lives and all perspectives as this consiousness traveled through experience after experience.
Obviously I do not in this seperate body remember all that identity has amassed but it feels more like the true me than “this”. Glow. It’s a collection of identities, but so is each finite life. We change day to day, so the collection of all identies to me is more me. It’s the how, why and all the intrinsic bits.
It’s still weird though I so easily drop the Glow identity but then by logic should also drop the collected one of all experiences because it too is not the whole storey.
The collection of perspectives and experiences through time was kind of the point so it seems not fitting at least yet to lose my connection or “identification” with all that has been.
I’m not yet sure where I feel is the right place to identify with for me(the perspective) but bouncing around seems an interesting experience of the creator too so I’ll do that till I figure it out.
Funny so many of us are doing rereads right now. Pretty interesting times.
On the more broad scale I identify with the fact I am really just the one who has been everything so shouldnt cling to identity at all.
Then I am this, and experience the viseral experiences of what being this identity is, a perspective, an experience worth gaining what is/will be experienced and the transitioning perspective of this individuation.
It’s weird I feel less aligned with this some how than any other step from creator or back, yet I get stuck in the experience from time to time and get snagged by catylist so obviously I am this as weird/untrue as being seperate feels. lol
Oddly there is a middle identity I resonate with more as identity and that is the spark that started this path of seperation as it gained its original 3D awareness and it contains all lives and all perspectives as this consiousness traveled through experience after experience.
Obviously I do not in this seperate body remember all that identity has amassed but it feels more like the true me than “this”. Glow. It’s a collection of identities, but so is each finite life. We change day to day, so the collection of all identies to me is more me. It’s the how, why and all the intrinsic bits.
It’s still weird though I so easily drop the Glow identity but then by logic should also drop the collected one of all experiences because it too is not the whole storey.
The collection of perspectives and experiences through time was kind of the point so it seems not fitting at least yet to lose my connection or “identification” with all that has been.
I’m not yet sure where I feel is the right place to identify with for me(the perspective) but bouncing around seems an interesting experience of the creator too so I’ll do that till I figure it out.
Funny so many of us are doing rereads right now. Pretty interesting times.
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