01-31-2011, 02:53 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-31-2011, 03:19 PM by BlatzAdict.)
(01-31-2011, 02:43 PM)unity100 Wrote: it is a very delicate work.
ha yea... like balancing a needle on the pointy end on another needles pointy end.
that's why i came here to discuss this. at least here i can look at it objectively.
yet none of these things takes away from the lesson i have to learn, which is to let go when all methods are exhausted. it's very hard for me to.
in an attempt to merge the offshoot thread from the strictly Law of One channel back to life on planet earth channel I copy and paste:
although the two are inextricably linked... so i'm at a loss... I'M SORRY ADMINS!!!! SO SORRY :\ i send u my love anyway muah.
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the prejudice of STS is very common.. and yet one of the things i always teach is there is no good or evil
there is love of self
and then there is love of others.
while this density is definitely about choosing polarity. i still hit a roadblock in that.. i don't want to hate STS. doesn't that hate feed them? isn't hate an STS thing? I thought STO was to BE love. or is that for ultimate oneness specifically?
as far as the orion group goes, they love hate.
it's funny how my question about free will went to this, ultimately i have been thinking about this and questioning my own values as a result.
what is the best way to balance compassion in regards to free will
I feel as though when I am pushy, especially about some of these issues, it only serves to push my truth on to others.
and then I ask myself what would Yoda say in this situation? talk in a parable?
How to get that yoda mindset... wise old teacher, as opposed to forceful pushing on to others..
I feel compelled to send STS love as a result.
I want to be STO. really i do. From operating from the standpoint that love heals all, it gets complicated when someone takes that love as an attack. So i revert back to my original question.
Raina felt attacked regardless.. she didn't know who it was or who sent the energy that was intended to be loving and healing. It wasn't until I told her it was me, that she got angry with me.
so to that regard i did feel quite saddened by this. Sad that I am not here to cause hurt or harm, and yet when inadvertently causing harm with the intention of love. It's frustrating, depressing, and makes me wonder if in the end I am being positive and serving others at all.
It's almost like i'm serving myself, in that what pleases me, is to serve others. Serving others pleases me so that in it of itself serves myself ultimately.
THIS IS DRIVING ME CRRAZZZYYYY.. i'm nuts i tells you! NUTS!