If this is an experiment...

[J.W.]

I hope this helps Taylor, I feel you are a bright soul. This brings joy to my heart. You are a humble seeker and very wise at this stage of your journey. Great job

I appreciate the kind words! Something else that has been troubling me: If we are 75,000 years into this cycle, does that mean my "soul" has been continuously reincarnating due to "failing" in each incarnation for all of those 75,000 years without discovering The Law of One?

Taylor, "you" have not been "failing." We all have our "time," this is simply "your" time, as you "seek" and the further you seek, you will reach a point of "un-learning."

There will be those around you that will focus on every little details, and every pins and needles of creations for that is what make their existence "whole" on their journey, for this is the "nature" of our journey to reaching "nirvana".... which means "nothingness."

Both You and I are also on this journey, and from where I am, my words and vibration will share with you that... Believe in yourself Taylor, you haave always been with the creator and the creator has always been with you.

Remember, it's not a race, it's not about "above" or "below," this is where bellicosity comes from. You have all that you need to "create" at every moment.

With love and light, my friend.