(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: Always NON stop seeing Synchronicities. I see 111 and 1111 every day. I see 333 a lot too. I can get fat just looking at food ( which REALLY sucks) Just dont seem to need much food or sleep at all. Its nuts.
Firstly, the synchronicities are likely just reminders that there is reality beyond this obvious physical existence, though they may indeed have particular significance as messages. These things likely present themselves to everyone on the planet; you just notice them.
It sounds like you have a lot of natural manifestation ability. You may want to consider (if you haven't already) how to effectively develop and use this ability in a way that serves self and others.
(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: Always felt like I came from another planet. Lonely and a freak of some sort.
I think you will find there are a lot of members here who have similar feelings.
(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: So I got curious since I was told in a past life I was a " Child of the Law of One" What the hell is that? So I looked it up. Not much out there on it. I TRIED to read the Law of One books.
What was the problem in reading, I assume you mean, The Ra Material?
(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: While I am a avid Philosopher who enjoys Metaphysics and Quantum Physics. Also a Lucid dream chaser and Astral projection chaser. Cant get enough of learning Dream yoga and anything Eastern from medicine to religion. Anything to do with altered Consciousness interests me GREATLY. I struggle with the Law of One books. BUT... I found the BEST book ever. Mind you I have over 1000 books at my house. On everything from Sailing and boats ( I was a lic. Tugboat captain and sailing instructor for a decade or so) to sled dogs and horses, gardening. Art, photography. You name it, ive had my paws in it. I have a huge Metaphysics section. Enocian, Hermetic, Kabbalah, Wiccan, Norse, Mystics, alchemy. Cant get enough of that stuff.
But the book called " The Children of the Law of One and the lost teachings of Atlantis" which I am reading right now is the best one I ever read. Explains the Law of One so I can actually understand it and the Author writes in a way I enjoy and absorb. Really rings true in my heart and soul with me. I resonate with this material. I just " get it". Wish everyone did. Also wish I could have gone to thier Monastery when I was young like the author. I am now 55 and have WAY too many Cats ! to go anyplace. Plus I am FAR FAR from rich. Cant afford to go to Monroe institute retreats and all the awesome conferences and Psychic fairs etc. Would give anything to do so. I CRAVE all things enlightenment. But I give everything away and I am poor and live in a isolated place.
It sounds like you are absorbing a lot of material. How does the material you have such passion for translate into how you live and conduct your life?
(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: So its hard as I know if I could be around other spiritual seekers I could advance my soul. I could be a better person.
This is entirely up to you, in my opinion, and not contigent upon others. But I get what you mean. It's good to bounce off of others so what is in your head can be expressed.
You always have the choice of being a better person.
(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: So I ask here if any one has read that book? and also how can I learn more…
In order to learn more, you have to DO. Just absorbing information without expressing it, using it, putting it into practice, is incomplete. We have to actually do the work.
(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: …how can I find other seekers? Others like me? Im tired of being so alone. I dont have even ONE spiritual friend to talk to.
This is a good place to interact. It's not in person, but you can talk about these things here.
(07-14-2020, 10:39 AM)Red Raven Wrote: My husband is a mechanic and just " tolerates" me talking about stuff and watching endless GAIA shows on thier channel. The only TV I ever watch. If I cant learn or grow I dont watch it. He looks at me like I have 2 heads talking anything spiritual and its just kills me. He has become nothing more than a room mate to me. I cant connect with someone so material and asleep. Who loves living in the Matrix of this reality with no desire for expansion. He did not portray himself to be so closeminded when I met him ! Ive tried to get him AWAKE but its no use. I was born awake. Then lost that due to programming we all get and now I have awakened yet again. Just dont know what Im supposed to be doing. UGHHH sorry for the vent ! I just feel SO alone and hoped to talk to someone about something other than whats for dinner or the weather. I WANT to be harvested ! and live in 5D. I dont want to come back to 3 D ever again. HELP !
Let me try and address some of the above.
Firstly, let me direct you to an article that may help sort some of it out, if you have an interest in reading it: What If You Are a Wanderer but You Don’t Remember Why You Came Here?
Unfortunately, you can't wake anyone else up, directly. Or change another being in any way without infringing upon free will, and in the process, likely accumulating involvement here which will enmesh you in the human drama and incur consequences (such as the concept of karma). What you can do is live as an example and influence people that way. But even so, I would not recommend influencing others as a goal; I would recommend just living to the best of your ability according to your level of awareness at any given time just because that is who you are, and all things may flow from that.
Personal interactions—whether difficult or smooth—are an opportunity. Ra mentions something to the effect that relationships offer much more potential to evolve than being alone. That being said, perhaps your situation with your husband is not healthy for you. Only you can determine that. It can be very difficult to maintain boundaries when enmeshed with a life partner. Do you have a room in the house that is yours alone? Do you do things for yourself, such as maybe do some yoga following a free lesson on the Internet? This may help balance the intrusion of the lifestyle choices of the person you live with.
Welcome to the forum.
By the way, I LOVE your hair.