About compassion

[Black Dragon]

That means a balanced entity will feel compassion for killers, rapists, children abusers, terrorists, genocidal, black magicians, Orion's entitities, etc., right? I think difficult reach this state. What do you think?

Bloody difficult, indeed! It is not my belief that we need to achieve such absolute purity of love or balance here in 3rd density, though. Love becomes truly perfected towards the end of fourth density, millions of years ahead of where we're at, in incarnations taking place in bodies better built for such lessons. 3rd density is merely the choice of which kind of love (STS/absorbent or STO/radiant) we want to focus on and make perfect during the next few densities. Whereas fourth density bodies seem to be more full of light and joy, here in the density of choice, our human bodies and psychologies are built to always have a potential for good and another for evil, which makes it much more difficult to become pure in this density.

I believe that we should be delicate with ourselves in regards to where we are, individually, in terms of polarity. Just as, according to Ra, Hitler suffered a disintegration of his beingness due to polarizing towards the negative side more quickly than his mind/body/spirit complex could allow, we can suffer a similar fate if we become obsessed with loving too quickly and too purely those entities that are undeniably the hardest to love.

"We have advised and suggested caution and patience in previous communications and do so again, using this entity as an example of the over-hasty opening of polarization without due attention to the synthesized and integrated mind/body/spirit complex. To know your self is to have the foundation upon firm ground."

I believe this may actually be one of the less talked about dark parts of Christianity. When we're told to willingly give something else to an "evil" person on top of what they're trying to take away from us, or with the saying "turn the other cheek", these are acts of extreme positivity. But it's not taught how to achieve this state. We're told to do something that is so beyond what most of us can do comfortably, which goes against the important concept of giving service joyfully, and we're not told to be careful and compassionate with ourselves in terms of where we are in polarization. I see such lessons as being very harmful, because they invite self-judgment via unrealistic expectations, and the disregard for self-knowledge and self-compassion.

Couldn't have said it better. When lurking these forums I've seen every rationalization of pure negative martyrdom and sheephood masquerading as STO from " a person born in Nazi Germany that resisted the regime is STS cause he goes against the majority of society for his own ideals which is not STO" to "if somebody was attacking my loved one with a knife, physically hurting them to intervene would lose me some polarity brownie points so oh well go ahead and stab my family I'll let you so I don't lose any polarity fighting you". I've heard people argue here for an Orion style regime on earth, since the most "perfect" expression of polarity in 3d would be a society in which the STS rule and the STO serve... Yes, this Piscean martyrdom s*** has gone way out of whack to the point that people are aspiring to some mechanistic, mechanically pure, mental, rational, and totally not heart-centered or realistic version of what it is to be STO. At this point they become a cog in the misery machine and actually feed the negative agenda in an endless zero-sum polarity game that creates nothing but misery aka "loosh" for lazy, douchebag mid 6d negative entities who don't want to "reroll" to feed off of indefinitely. Even Q'uo said "sometimes when push comes to shove, shove must push back, sadly we say." If it's really all a game in the long run and behind the curtain the costumes come off and we all shake hands, if pure STS is forgivable in the end, then I can be forgiven for being myself, being STO at heart, yet not being a little b**** ass sadomasochist sheep willing to be stomped on 24/7, or much less see those I care about and purity, beauty, and innocence get stomped. What about happiness and joy? If you read the history of the original L/L Research crew, you'll find the saying Don carried to his untimely grave"Happiness is not the objective". We all know where that philosophy(which was a major distortion and probably an Orion suggestion to begin with) got him, and I'm not saying that to be harsh but with the utmost of love so people might learn from his experiences. We are who we are in this world, and I'm a fighter, not a sheep. We all need some challenges and adversity to grow, but I think STO have a right to happiness, freedom, and to stand our ground for our principles. Long live the fighters! Muad'dib! Muad'dib!