Does being STO make you a loser in the eyes of this world? How do you cope?

[rinzler]

When I look at Jesus life and the lives of other good people during their time they were treated very badly.
I think this is the nature of this world. Resources have to be taken instead of being asked. The beast wins. The strong survive and the weak die. At least until earth becomes uninhabitable for 3D humans.
How do you cope with this? How do you manage not to lose yourself in anger for those who are too ignorant and blind to the truth.

I tend to think the other way round now. I would say it's very hard not to think along your lines when you are under 30 and born into a materially competitive capitalist society. But look at all the people who are super selfish, who display what they have - they just seem to me like completely sad losers. They have rubbish self esteem, if they didn't they wouldn't need a load of 'stuff' to feel like they were 'something'. But then they get all the stuff they wanted and they realise it hasn't made any difference they still feel empty (at this point a lot of them spend a lot of time projecting that they aren't empty and some switch paths and get on the right one). Do Om, your mind will change and what you need to know will come to you. If you are getting angry you need to understand that those people are doing what they can at their density - feel a bit of love for them.

Do STS-entities really feel empty? Once the path is fully embraced and chosen I imagine that they must feel satisfaction in domination over others-selves. I believe they are tempted by the raw power that awaits. The path towards that is hatred.
I think it's the feeling of emptiness only for those entities who are confused aka those stuck in the sinkhole of indifference.
Ra once said that 3D-beings are far along the chosen path before realization of that path is conscious.
If we take it reaaaaaally far we might even say that seeing the STS-path as empty is a bias. Just as STS-entities see the positive path as weak and foolish. Then I guess both paths are equal. Which leads me to my next question.
How does one know where one is in terms of spiritual development? Negative or positive?
I must admit myself, I'm constantly between the two I don't know who I really am. Can anyone help?