(01-04-2020, 04:10 PM)flofrog Wrote: I never did mostly because I was such a chicken and terrified to lose control lol. So I am in awe of anyone who has the courage to leap. My only regret was not to be able to go to Ixtlan with Castaneda, meet Don Juan and smoke with him...
Who knows if one day I do not meet Don Juan...
I was like this too. I knew instinctivley if I used anything before the bulk of my healing was done I would be lost.
Even once the bulk of my healing was done the trips were beautiful but almost made staying her in 3d harder because I was reunited with the energy of home I had been missing since I was a child. It wasn't good.
Thankfully the microdosing has really helped my healing and growth.
The magic is apparently not the big trips but the microdose when coupled with the inner work.