exhaustion

[Eddie]

For me personally, it seems like the universe has expanded to the point that I don't even know what I want to do anymore. A million things I want to draw and write about and study, and a million projects I want to start to help change the world come up in my head and I have no idea where to start. It seems like this life is just to short to do even a small fraction of the things I'd like to do with my newly gained awareness...sometimes this makes it seem like it isn't even worth getting out of bed. I feel like there's no way I could get anything significant done in such a limited physical complex. Not sure if this is what you're feeling as well, but for me this mental exhaustion seems to drip into my physical body. I feel drained all the time.

Seems like kind of a bummer, but it has made me take inventory of what really matters to me in this life. It's helped me redirect my focus a bit, to where I'm doing more of what I find to be my life's calling and less stressing out about things I can't change anyway.

Yep, me too. I finally decided to focus on:
1) Forgiveness
2) Dreams
3) Manifesting light in meditation
4) Raising fruits and vegetables

p.s. Remember that you carry a bit of every incarnation into every other incarnation. Focusing on a few good, pure, worthwhile things helps you in every incarnation.