08-01-2019, 11:36 AM
(07-31-2019, 12:40 AM)Cainite Wrote: The sleeping has no purpose. other than serving the desire of the veiled creator.
Some of the effects of the spirit complex being dormant include these :
1.we live a show for an audience.. and walk a path that's made for us by others.
2.we cast out that which seems different or is authentic.
3.the want is different from the need.
4.morality and spiritual stuff is cast aside
And if the person is confused by any sort of spontaneity, refusing all mental efforts, or seems like he's not really here most of the time unless if his survival is threatened that's when the mind is sleeping.
and of course there are different levels of the depth of the sleep.
I myself tend to dislike spontaniety and tend to be a bit grumpy about getting surprised. Maybe in a past life I was a very crotchety old man with a war wound on my left leg. ;-)
I have a hard time being open to new experiences and tend to fear them. The fearfulness is very deeply ingrained and it is a battle to force it to the side. Same also with being an authoritarian parent...my first instinct is to punish but I have had to deprogram myself to be a kind and loving and sensitive individual with therapy. I don't know why I'm so rigid sometimes.
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