doesnt everything have self awareness?

[Dtris]

A second density being has some self awareness, but it is in relation to the group, pair bond, or species. For a beaver "I" would include the mate and children and other nearby beavers.

Self awareness then is the second density being becoming aware of their individuality as a distinct part of the group different from any other part.

That is my current understanding.

oh i never thought about it like that. thats kind of odd because then a big issue in 3rd density is separation, beings go right from being too connected to not connected enough?

Kind of. If you recall in the Ra material, Ra mentions that orange ray consciousness is still prevalent among our peoples which is manifested in how we view group identity. This would be most evident in warfare and how tribe fights tribe, nation fights nation, religion fights religion, and race fights race. Any belief which separates people into groups would be orange ray consciousness and hinder yellow ray and green ray understanding.

I think you are right in a sense that we go from too connected to not connected enough. Individualism and free choice is the cornerstone of yellow ray, which has resulted in the ideas of separation from the creation, the creator, and other selves. This is the going to far, since we don't recognize the unity of creation it makes the choice difficult to even realize needs made.

The orange ray being is not aware of the individual self, so their connection is natural. The Green Ray social memory complex is not connected in the same manner as orange ray beings. I think the crux is the individualism developed in Yellow Ray which is then transformed into the green ray social memory complex.

When Ra referred to the Mind/Body/Spirit Complex, he said it is a complex because each part is distinct and unique, but together they become a complex. So in a social memory complex the individuals must remain distinct and unique while forming the whole. This is still a rudimentary idea for me.