STO is automatic, STS requires the choice?

[speedforce131]

I read up on this yesterday. STS is not automatic. It is very much a choice in the same way that STS is. For a positively oriented individual, the ideal outcome is 51% STO and 49% STS. You have both in you, and you only need 1% more. This 1% is apparently just as difficult as 95% STS.

in that if you do no action others will use you towards their goals and that will eventually land you at 100% STO

Not necessarily. You can't let EVERYONE use you towards their goals. You're not a slave. Your actions should benefit others to varying degrees. Make the choice on what could potentially have the biggest impact. Your own self is important too so be mindful of the energy you're expending. You need some R&R to regenerate so that you can do more work.

for me STS would be organization, politics, society, government, activity

Those things do not inherently mean STS because if this is what you know most, then your activism can mean a lot of positive things for a lot of people. That's STO. Service to self in pursuit of those things would mean that you are doing it as an extension of yourself. For example, if you're Canadian and the policies you support are pro-Canadian (even if they result in net negatives for ppl of other countries), then that's service to self.

there are beings like Satan who have dedicated themselves to be the last being to merge back with god so they feel "victory" over gods creation

Satan does not exist as a sentient being. It is actually a collection of all the negativity of Earth. People add to it and it does seem like it's "alive" but only because people keep feeding it.