What do you do with your 49% STS?

[kristina]

Ultimately when I speak of being uncaring, it's that I made the crucial misjudgement that if I spoke louder that they would understand the message. That there would be an entitlement to shove truth down their throats; of course this is infringing on the free will of others. That's why it doesn't really ever work for me.

Some people just don't want to be spoken to with rigor. Some people will never seek truth. (And most people fall into both categories, I find). They don't like to be spoken to with rigor and they do not like truth because, usually, they're blinded by ego which prevents them from recognizing personal inadequacies. (But that's how you get better! That's how you change! That is your catalyst. Oh how it frustrates me to see people waste their catalyst. For me, it's like this: I might suck - but I don't have to!)

I guess I'll just have to continue acceptance of where others are at. (More development, oh no ) I can at least find solace in their choosing to exercise free well. The truth really only rings true with those who seek it. As those of Ra say, it's with the lightest touch, always. (And I can always make my touch lighter ... )

Somehow there seems to be more abandonment in this approach than respect and reverence. But I can't really tell for sure.

17.2 ▶ Questioner: Is it possible to help an entity to reach fourth-density level in these last days?

Ra: I am Ra. It is impossible to help another being directly. It is only possible to make catalyst available in whatever form, the most important being the radiation of realization of oneness with the Creator from the self, less important being information such as we share with you.

We, ourselves, do not feel an urgency for this information to be widely disseminated. It is enough that we have made it available to three, four, or five. This is extremely ample reward, for if one of these obtains fourth-density understanding due to this catalyst then we shall have fulfilled the Law of One in the distortion of service.

We encourage a dispassionate attempt to share information without concern for numbers or quick growth among others. That you attempt to make this information available is, in your term, your service. The attempt, if it reaches one, reaches all.

We cannot offer shortcuts to enlightenment. Enlightenment is of the moment, is an opening to intelligent infinity. It can only be accomplished by the self, for the self. Another self cannot teach/learn enlightenment, but only teach/learn information, inspiration, or a sharing of love, of mystery, of the unknown that makes the other-self reach out and begin the seeking process that ends in a moment, but who can know when an entity will open the gate to the present?

Ra: I am Ra. All serve the One Creator. There is nothing else to serve, for the Creator is all that there is. It is impossible not to serve the Creator. There are simply various distortions of this service.

As in the Confederation which works with your peoples, each Confederation is a group of specialized individual social memory complexes, each doing that which it expresses to bring into manifestation.

I feel that these passages are really telling us firstly to work on ourselves as Patrick posted quotes from Q'uo. We really and truly do not have to be concerned with how others are doing on their path. So, in an essence this gives you the opportunity to be concerned with matters of the self mostly or entirely. It frees a lot of areas up such as being concerned or worried and possibly anxiety for some regarding their loved ones. That each is serving The Creator in his or her own way. We may view it as something else based on our biases. We are assured that these people are also learning and serving based on their own biases. We just have to respect that and love them as they are. We truly cannot know what is inside another entity.