Sharing feelings

[Cainite]

I don’t share my feelings, as a rule, because most people simply do not care to function in the real world.  They’d rather not deal with the messiness of actually caring or being involved.  This approach is pretty lonely, but integrates with our present reality, reflected by the cultural habits displayed in the common question, “ How are you?”  People don’t really want the truthful answer.

We live a world, a reality, of illusion and most people get all warm and fuzzy when they play the mind games within this manufactured reality.  I’d rather not play at all but if you want to rock their world, answer honestly just once and watch someone back-pedal from continuing a conversation this way.

Your’s, in truth and light...

When I was younger, I would respond honestly.

When asked about how I feel, I would say something like ''I'm actually suicidal'' and they would continue their fake smiles and acted as if I had told them ''I'm fine''. thinking I've made a wrong social move. and now they are doing me a favor by pretending it didn't happen.


Now I only share my feelings with the few that are not like that. also I don't see much problem with sharing thoughts/feelings here in Bring4th. if I don't over do it, then it's fine.

(I just got the real meaning of the name of this site)