harvest for wanderers?

[Cainite]

Just from a personal experience perspective. My husband carries the energy of wisdom always has since I met him at 16. He would be a great example of someone working on 5D lessons though I assume he is actually trying to learn to balance them again with love 6D hence our partnership.

Wisdom at that level isn't prone to guilt or suffering in empathy. It will consistently make choices based on it's innate polarity if it is listening and not distracted/or confused but baggage of regret or emotional turmoil seems to be quite absent. He suffers no one elses sorrows. If my husband wasn't with me constantly being a reminder of his softer side I think he could actually be quite STS. I wonder if that is why 5D doesn't wander as much vs 4D & 6D where love/unity/compassion are part of the lessons.

We used to joke(friends) he was a perfect psychopath potential serial killer if he wasn't just wired for decency because wisdom was always present, emotion warmth/compassion almost completely missing until I would say the last year at age 42 emotion is starting to return. He literally felt loneliness for the first time this summer, and only last month for the first time experienced empathy at my distress. 5D would be a tricky wander from what I see without depolarizing accidentally.

All that said it is just my experience so do not take it as gospel just if it seems to resonate it may be useful.

Being from 5D is the reason then. I understand.
These kind of people are so rare.

I believe guilt is a non-polarizing distortion that both paths leave behind. The positive path endeavors to accept and forgive universally, that includes the self, and guilt results from an inability to do so after realizing that one made a mistake. The negative path obviously has no guilt.

The difficulty comes in because our society and often our early experience has seen the power of how even non-polarized distortions can do make stuff happen in the real world (such as Ra says love of tribe as self, or automatic love of one's extended family is my extension - the common society belief that extended family comes first). Just because a distortion can make stuff happen in this world (ie, good things can come from one feeling guilty), does not mean it is a concept that is useful for work in higher states of being.

How is this lack of emotion balanced enough itself, to be called a higher state of being?

"89.40 ▶ Questioner: What was the attitude of these two entities after they graduated into fourth-density negative and, the veil being removed, they realized that they had switched polarities?

Ra: I am Ra. They were disconcerted."

I meant: why wouldn't these positive wanderers eventually regret their negative actions at some point after becoming negative during the incarnation.