A story I didn't want to share.

[xise]

Xise, your quotes are my tools here as much as yours.  You seem to read it one way while I read it the same way I've always read it.  I don't know what that's supposed to mean but that quote is literally the one I'd have used.  I was told people here manipulate the content to fit their own views and agendas, just surprising having the first quote replied to me be taken in a weird context.  I've seen others but having it done towards me is still no less surprising.

Thank you for showing me the search function.  I read every session at that site and am aware of it.  I wish I knew how to search this site though.  The search engine is a little confusing for me.

I will just share my view of that quote.  A positive higher self doesn't mean to me a selfish entity stemming from it is selfless in polarity.  I inferred that the reasoning was that darkness is needed to better grow the light.  Both polarities at their core equal each other, but until that core is reached it would seem wise to still see them both as individuals rather than sides to the same coin.  The heads side and tails side are alone for a reason, not knowing right behind them is their opposite.  I see polarity somewhat differently from this community it would seem.  I see these views also got into his head from his journal.  Calling darkness light is just pretending to me, and is the prime tool darkness uses to confuse the light.  It would seem some of you got hit with that confusion.

Polarity is to me, the pinnacle important detail in maintaining a proper view of the perspectives given.  If light is darkness you create schizophrenic connections, to disassociate the different energy of positive and negative as equal is the same as scolding a child for doing the right thing and punishing them without reason.  Confusing right and wrong seems to be part of the subtle work of polarity.

Himmler was an STS entity and was selfish & negative per the Ra material & the quotes I posted (the higher self always aids positive polarity per Ra, and doesn't help negative polarity because its positive advice is refused, so even negative entities have positive seeming higher selves that are ignored by the negative entities).
 
The Ra material supports the notion that the paths are not equal, as STS allows for evolution up to early 6D, but only STO polarity allows full progress to mid-6D wherein polarity is eventually released. So all STS have to become STO in early 6D to advance further, and then eventually release polarity in mid-6D. This is also in the quotes I shared earlier.

The Ra material is difficult to read so it can be confusing, and I think this accounts for a lot of misunderstanding of the material by others on the forum.