09-26-2018, 10:12 AM
"To judge yourself is to perpetuate such pain."
I can't believe I'm reading this. This makes things ten times worse. He already knows... This is bad... What if... He's doing this to himself on purpose? No.. no..
I don't want to believe that. I can't. If he knows.... But he's still doing it... No, no somethings very wrong here. Those posts, so much energy, so much desire to teach and learn. What has happened? This is the him I see all the time that he hides from everyone else, but now to see he was aware of that self of himself, that part that keeps the cycle of his painful thoughts going.
I'm going to break it to him with his own words. These exact words. To judge yourself is to perpetuate such pain.
I'm 100% absolutely certain now something extremely bad is going on with him, to have all the keys to the questions and answers yet to be unable to see them anymore... It's like something has cast a spell on him trapping him in his own horrible thoughts and he's circling the drain.
Dammit. How do you handle that? I was wary of thinking he was under a 'greeting' because I swear he has an army of spirit guides helping him, but these pieces don't add up. He knows, unless he forgot? He knows... But is choosing not to believe in his knowledge?
Oh.. what is going on with him..
I can't understand this.
Is he doing it to himself and if so, why? Why would he purposefully do this to himself?
Oh god. It's coming together now, a little. More.
I'm really scared now, the things he's said recently. He had a dream where he was suffocating. He said it was a sign his suicide was inevitable.
Holy s*** I have to go right now. Thank you Aion, you just handed me the keys to his problems.
I recognize this behavior, he's trying to beat around the bush with everyone about something he's already decided to do. He has decided to die, it's the only logical explanation that would make sense to me. f***. His dreams solidified it to him. f***! He's lying about something to even himself and just choosing to accept it!
And the worst part is I know him so damn well I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON NOW
He hasn't given up, he believes he must suffer, he doesn't want 4D he wants hell because he's hating himself over beliefs and concepts!!
That f*****, he's pretending to be okay so that we all are lured into a false sense of security, and when that happens he probably already has his death planned out.
ARGHHH HE CAN BE SO FRUSTRATING.
OhHHH NOW I'M MAD, I will yank your screaming soul from hell and shove it back INTO YOUR BODY!!
Ugh. I need to do this calm though, if I get mad with him I'll get reflected. He's an unconscious mirror like that...
I'm going to heal you. Just please, give in to me when I do.
I can't believe I'm reading this. This makes things ten times worse. He already knows... This is bad... What if... He's doing this to himself on purpose? No.. no..
I don't want to believe that. I can't. If he knows.... But he's still doing it... No, no somethings very wrong here. Those posts, so much energy, so much desire to teach and learn. What has happened? This is the him I see all the time that he hides from everyone else, but now to see he was aware of that self of himself, that part that keeps the cycle of his painful thoughts going.
I'm going to break it to him with his own words. These exact words. To judge yourself is to perpetuate such pain.
I'm 100% absolutely certain now something extremely bad is going on with him, to have all the keys to the questions and answers yet to be unable to see them anymore... It's like something has cast a spell on him trapping him in his own horrible thoughts and he's circling the drain.
Dammit. How do you handle that? I was wary of thinking he was under a 'greeting' because I swear he has an army of spirit guides helping him, but these pieces don't add up. He knows, unless he forgot? He knows... But is choosing not to believe in his knowledge?
Oh.. what is going on with him..
I can't understand this.
Is he doing it to himself and if so, why? Why would he purposefully do this to himself?
Oh god. It's coming together now, a little. More.
I'm really scared now, the things he's said recently. He had a dream where he was suffocating. He said it was a sign his suicide was inevitable.
Holy s*** I have to go right now. Thank you Aion, you just handed me the keys to his problems.
I recognize this behavior, he's trying to beat around the bush with everyone about something he's already decided to do. He has decided to die, it's the only logical explanation that would make sense to me. f***. His dreams solidified it to him. f***! He's lying about something to even himself and just choosing to accept it!
And the worst part is I know him so damn well I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON NOW
He hasn't given up, he believes he must suffer, he doesn't want 4D he wants hell because he's hating himself over beliefs and concepts!!
That f*****, he's pretending to be okay so that we all are lured into a false sense of security, and when that happens he probably already has his death planned out.
ARGHHH HE CAN BE SO FRUSTRATING.
OhHHH NOW I'M MAD, I will yank your screaming soul from hell and shove it back INTO YOUR BODY!!
Ugh. I need to do this calm though, if I get mad with him I'll get reflected. He's an unconscious mirror like that...
I'm going to heal you. Just please, give in to me when I do.