09-10-2018, 12:13 AM
(09-09-2018, 08:06 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I've had the Jesus complex before and kept trying to downplay it, acting as if I was humble. I thought I was going to have to die like he did.
I have fantasies about something like that sometimes. You know, being a great leader of some sort. Not really so sure about "saviour" but somebody important and benevolent and competent and admirable and appreciated on the world stage. That's normal though.
I DO believe that if we can dream it, it is within our field of possibilities and probabilities.
But ultimately, I've been looking into other stuff. Had a good political talk today, made me think of how I can be more connected to my fellow human beings around me by investigating politics with more openness towards people I otherwise don't listen enough to (I have come to realize)
Possibly dealing with this issue, please understand that you don't HAVE to be Jesus. Wherever you're headed to be of highest service, just following the guidance of your highest self should work. You are perfectly EXACTLY what everyone (including you) needs you to be to be.
Again, something I am learning to integrate into my being by LIVING more faithfully.