(09-09-2018, 06:25 PM)breakingties Wrote: Hi guys. I had some experiences that i want to share with you and some questions.

As i walk everyday and i am very conscious of my thoughts i ask myself a lot of questions. The oneness usually return the answers in matter of days, hours sometimes even seconds.

1st example(seconds,minutes): I see a geometric pattern in the air, i enter then facebook and i see the first shared post is about the flower of life, the same exact pattern that i saw.
2nd example(hours): I read some posts on a girl's facebook about a methaphysical war, about negative ET's, i go to the library with no intention about reading something about this, and there`s a book on the floor of David Icke about reptilians.
3rd example(everytime i think about this): I read some information about GESARA(Global Economic Security and Reformation Act) and the GCR(Global Currency Reset), i go outside, and cars with GES, GSR, GCR on license plates start to gravitate around me.

and so on...

Then i enter a crazy mood and i say lets test this s***. Think of a zebra, boom a girl in white and black stripes appears in front of me, think of a bear, a guy with the nickname "the bear" from my neibhourhood appears in front of me, think about a colour, violet, a little girl in violet appears, and in the same time a car with VLT passes around, and the 2nd one HKR(hacker).

It`s like i hacked physical reality by hacking my own mind, being conscious of my thoughts.

The question is, wtf is happening, because i feel "crazy" and i am afraid i`ve gone too far.
Another question is, if i create my reality in this detalied way, how can i use these "hacks" and tools in the benefit of the collective ?

I will post some more experiences after some answers if i feel it is relevant.

(09-09-2018, 06:50 PM)breakingties Wrote: And about past trauma i dont know what to say... one problem that i know for sure that i have in the present  and that i try to deal with is the saviour complex

(09-09-2018, 08:06 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I've had the Jesus complex before and kept trying to downplay it, acting as if I was humble. I thought I was going to have to die like he did.

(09-09-2018, 10:30 PM)Foha Wrote: Hello, breakingties!

I have dealt with this level of manifestation since I was 18. Using it too much exhausts whatever it is, and I start becoming clumsy until it replenishes.

I really can't help it, though. Kind of like what you described. I can increase its frequency and will it to happen towards specific things, like you describe, but these days I try not to do it at all if I can help it.

I have been told my indigo chakra is more active than my others. Perhaps it is a symptom of having a prominent indigo chakra?

It's been a while, and I've realized that letting the world bring to me what it feels is best is most often better for me. Grounding really helps, too.

(09-10-2018, 03:19 AM)breakingties Wrote: Heh Thanks guys. It's great to hear your thoughts, and i don't feel so "crazy" anymore with you sharing your similiar experiences.

(09-10-2018, 04:47 AM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I often have hallucinated cute cartoon animal faces on my walls.
In the past when I had schizophrenia, they were so cute I couldn't handle it, and I had to turn down the adorability of them
by bringing in images of skulls and stuff to balance out the cuteness.

It's possible for something to be too adorable to handle. I see them because it's a big thing for me.

(09-10-2018, 05:13 AM)Agua Wrote: Hey there, my thoughts on this would be:

As for the "Jesus complex"

It´s two sided actually!
It is your deepest potential you are sensing, and your deepest potential is exactly that!

However, the ego like to claim everything for itself, so there is also a lot of ego in it.
As long as it is just imagination, its is utter delusion and simply ego.

However, when you put it into practice, it becomes the truth!
The discernment is quite simple, every bit you bring into your reality in practical terms is about potential, everything that evokes feelings of greatness but doesnt lead to concrete steps in real life is just delusion

As for the "manifestation":
I think you dont have to be afraid of your manifestation powers!
You´re attracting situations and all of this happens in an area that is neither dangerous nor related to any bigger issue you have. You will usually have a natural flow there.

To be be really able to manifest on a larger scale and in a broader spectrum, you need to be pretty advanced on your path.
We manifest all the time, 24h a day, we just dont realize.
In order to manifest consciously we need to have cleared the subconscious barriers in the areas in question.

Just try to manifest for example a big amount of money in the lottery and I am sure you will soon find out where your limits are

This might reduce your fear of power.

However, in a deeper sense, i would add that in truth most of us fear our own power bacause we dont trust ourselves, thats where we limit our power significantly.
If you honestly look at where you misused your power, where you are not trustworthy, this can help a lot freeing your true power...

(09-10-2018, 09:10 AM)peregrine Wrote:  
As regards the relationship between synchronicities and the ego self, you might consider how you interweave the element of service into the dynamic.  The dedicated desire to serve (as distinct from a casual desire) could offer some guidance.  Whence comes that dedicated desire, I wonder?

 

(09-10-2018, 10:39 AM)breakingties Wrote: @peregrine It is just my highest excitment. I have this dedicated desire to serve for some years, even before discovering the Law of One, and the experiences and the enviroment supported me on this path. It's something like in the inception movie, i remember one guy at work where we were talking methaphysical matters, telling to another guy about me "this guy will change the planet one day" or "the shift is now perfect". Slowly but steady, my consciousness was elevated to the point that all i want to do is serve. It brings me great joy.

(09-10-2018, 10:39 AM)breakingties Wrote: @peregrine It is just my highest excitment. I have this dedicated desire to serve for some years, even before discovering the Law of One, and the experiences and the enviroment supported me on this path. It's something like in the inception movie, i remember one guy at work where we were talking methaphysical matters, telling to another guy about me "this guy will change the planet one day" or "the shift is now perfect". Slowly but steady, my consciousness was elevated to the point that all i want to do is serve. It brings me great joy.

(09-09-2018, 10:30 PM)Foha Wrote: Hello, breakingties!

I have dealt with this level of manifestation since I was 18. Using it too much exhausts whatever it is, and I start becoming clumsy until it replenishes.

I really can't help it, though. Kind of like what you described. I can increase its frequency and will it to happen towards specific things, like you describe, but these days I try not to do it at all if I can help it.

I have been told my indigo chakra is more active than my others. Perhaps it is a symptom of having a prominent indigo chakra?

It's been a while, and I've realized that letting the world bring to me what it feels is best is most often better for me. Grounding really helps, too.

(10-07-2018, 08:57 PM)Infinite Unity Wrote:

(09-09-2018, 10:30 PM)Foha Wrote: Hello, breakingties!

I have dealt with this level of manifestation since I was 18. Using it too much exhausts whatever it is, and I start becoming clumsy until it replenishes.

I really can't help it, though. Kind of like what you described. I can increase its frequency and will it to happen towards specific things, like you describe, but these days I try not to do it at all if I can help it.

I have been told my indigo chakra is more active than my others. Perhaps it is a symptom of having a prominent indigo chakra?

It's been a while, and I've realized that letting the world bring to me what it feels is best is most often better for me. Grounding really helps, too.

That's pretty much it. You experience or live through indigo. However the locusts of Kundalini still may be offset or averaged out to a lower field/center. Due to blockages/preincarnational choices. Which makes for a very confusing and "swervy' or unpredictable in certain degrees incarnation. I'm pretty sure you've had an weird or rather very mixed feedback your entire life.

It also signifies being a wanderers of at least sixth density, and depending on if you were born in this configuration or grew/transformed into during incarnation. If you were born like this, I would gurantee a past mid sixth origin.

If you were born with indigo potentiated. I'm sure you've had a mixed bag of reviews type of life. Wanderers that are past mid sixth sign on with some pretty wild "handicaps" or "balancers". If you have a fully functioning physical complex with no handicaps present, I know your life was like mine, and absolutely ridiculous mixed bag. Haha those types of wanderers roll the dice forreal on these incarnations.