Greater clarity on pain and suffering and the need for such catalyst

[Minyatur]

I didn't say I was "beyond suffering" I said I was beyond a specific kind of existential despair and outrage with the creator for the existence of suffering. I'm not enlightened, but I did move from a place of being upset about this specific issue of "how could the creator create pain" to "oh.... now I get it"

Simillary, I also had strong moments of distilling the infinite principle of pain and, like with most things, what broke the paradoxical loop was to find acceptance toward the infinite nature of free will in its seeking derived from its being.

I think this is what "all is well" is about, not that wrongs will be righted but that everything is rooted in free will just as held in unity. Then there is no need to remain blocked or to desire control and rather the path of learn/teaching the love of acceptance becomes clear and one gains the ability to touch infinite intelligence in which all is known to be well and complete.