Power over others

[Minyatur]

I erased about what I first wrote, which was a bit lengthy, to instead go with questions!

Why were you taking morphine?

Why did you decide to be on a break at this moment?

Acceptance is pretty much key to everything upon the positive path, after some time you gotta hunt for the things which you unconsciously still wouldn't find to accept and dim your spirit. Karma is a wheel and we're all the same thing and you see yourself receiving a karma and containing it until it mutates into a poison so potent and powerful you cannot cannot hold it and release it on an external self to that the energy may find to be healed. It's a wheel.

Edit :

Writing about archetypes in another thread at the moment made me think it'd be worth saying that what I described above is why the wheel of karma is the catalyst of body. No energy is yours really, we're living with the Earth as a body and energy moves and moves through people. How the energy mutates within the blockages of an emotional body until it is too great to be contained and is shared, is literally because you are one body with them and karma is shared from yourself with yourself because you are one spirit. Everything has a cause and effect and faith in this knowing is a great healer in itself and there's a work of aligning with it, otherwise there's the work of realizing why it is that in the sincerity of you you rather feel the way you feel about things than let go of it and perceive the same things a new and more healthy way. Everyone holds the power to alleviate the traumatic energy, but only those who will will succeed to not pass the joint karma. Hate for one's own inability to heal the self may be the greatest impediment to collective healing, as it mutates energy into the object of the hate's focus, which is a person unable to heal the energy that it has absorbed from without.