Will you come back?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Maybe I'll come back as long as it's for those I love...

But I honestly don't really want to since there seems to be this focus on suffering.  I just want to love, not struggle to love through all this catalyst.  Maybe a lesser difficulty, I clearly failed this incarnation and made those I love suffer instead, something I greatly do not want.  What's more I need to deeply ask myself if participating in these modes of reality is really for me or not after this life...  I don't like the idea of my soul so easily participating in hurting others and itself.

If I've eternity, what's the rush?

Besides, I'd like to try making some galaxies or solar systems, or designing life and reality.  Being a logos sounds like a nice way to go about life.  I would like to do something creative with light/love and make mysteries to be unravelled.

So, I'll have to really wonder if incarnation is for me anymore, or if I'll do better off sticking to some more healing activities for a while before taking on 3D again.

I'll absolutely take a 3D round of peaceful loving lives though on lesser densely veiled planets though.  I like 3D, just not when it's used to hurt itself.

You mean like creating a solar system with planets and self aware incarnated entities, giving them free will to see them destroy some of these planets and each other? Lol

No, more like designing vast beautiful landscapes, or modes of mentation, large spanning nebulae, or more.

If I wanted to partake in destruction I'd just stick around here and pray for my other creators to have an epiphany and desire something less painful for themselves.

In the mean time people are indoctrinated by the creator, not actually free but whimsical parts of a being they consider their deity, they'll gladly make illusions to smash if that's what they've told themselves they've wanted.

I personally have faith that an actual free will unconditionally loving creation has a bit more consideration for itself, so I see everyone all joyful about things they don't even know about, and others freaked out over things similarly unknown.

I just want to love and create.  Not hate and destroy.  Spectacle of the cosmos?  It comes around often enough.  Senior vibrations? We're not as advanced as we like to think.  I don't see harvest lasting 700 years, it might be even longer once these next 3 years are over with.

We don't know.  I assume I'm not an indoctrinated being with glitter filled blinded eyes to what is actually occurring here in 3D as planned by those that make 3D.  I don't hide behind these quotes by someone claiming something or subscribe to their total accuracy, I'm not interested in creating dogma out of explorational philosophies.

I knew pretty well enough even with a veil what I came here to do.  I have been unable to do so, and while I blame myself for not being more considerate and less greedy, I see that I'm not truly a greedy inconsiderate person.  Just an abused one molded to be the ways I am.  I don't appreciate the reasons given.  Front row seat to horror in the name of love.

I have to reconcile the atrocities of man with the indifference of God.  What could go wrong.  God is so detached, its not even the big One itself whom moves us. It's discarnate higher density beings.  God isn't with you, your spirit guides are.  God doesn't put spontaneous spurious impulses in your head to do things or think things, discarnate entities do.

God isn't around, just pieces of it all calling themself god then acting like anyone else making serious mistakes all to learn then calling it all okay because this is an illusion.

I hold my otherselves to a moral standard.  If you're a monster, I have to let you go.  It's a shame that so many souls are okay with rape and torture and murder just because it doesn't effect their small sphere of direct experience.  Why worry about those things when God says its all okay.  Go cut off your kids limb because it'll polarize you, let your mother get raped because another wants her to know that experience, because her soul wants to know.  Just let it happen, and when it's your turn to get mutilated and violently sexually assaulted, everyone else will agree with you.

Just let it happen.

All I'm saying is don't just let it happen, no one deserves that, not even if they want it, not even if they're God.  If you really care about yourself and others, you won't let anyone just get hurt badly because they desired it or another did.

That's like letting a severely mentally ill person cut off their genitals because they wanted to know what it felt like.  You don't let them do that, irregardless.

If we are all things, there's room in us to be wrong about how we went about something.

Feed the hungry
Hydrate the thirsty
Heal the hurt
Protect the innocent
Stop the suffering

Give those cold warmth
Give those hot coolness

All I want is to make things out of love.  Manifest a blanket for a cold scared kid.  Or a fruit tree for a hungry homeless guy.  Or direct people into a space to defer robbers.

The negative path entities are already working overtime to create suffering.  I just want to provide comfort.

Or more not be a part of these things.  You should shut down schools with horrendous rates and make room for better things.  I'm sure Earth would make a beautiful school without dark principles running the curriculum.