Will you come back?

[Nowheretoday]

Maybe I'll come back as long as it's for those I love...

But I honestly don't really want to since there seems to be this focus on suffering.  I just want to love, not struggle to love through all this catalyst.  Maybe a lesser difficulty, I clearly failed this incarnation and made those I love suffer instead, something I greatly do not want.  What's more I need to deeply ask myself if participating in these modes of reality is really for me or not after this life...  I don't like the idea of my soul so easily participating in hurting others and itself.

If I've eternity, what's the rush?

Besides, I'd like to try making some galaxies or solar systems, or designing life and reality.  Being a logos sounds like a nice way to go about life.  I would like to do something creative with light/love and make mysteries to be unravelled.

So, I'll have to really wonder if incarnation is for me anymore, or if I'll do better off sticking to some more healing activities for a while before taking on 3D again.

I'll absolutely take a 3D round of peaceful loving lives though on lesser densely veiled planets though.  I like 3D, just not when it's used to hurt itself.

You mean like creating a solar system with planets and self aware incarnated entities, giving them free will to see them destroy some of these planets and each other? Lol