11-23-2017, 07:59 PM
I take the LOO very seriously, and I live it everyday through this way:
Through trial and error I found that the best course of development for me was to stay in the lower centres and work through those blockages. Ra uses the word understanding to also refer to love. I am dedicated to understanding myself. I acknowledge the shadows within. I observe when I feel anger, fear or envy. I live as authentically as I can.
One of the big lessons I have learnt is not to force or fake emotions or understandings. I don't force myself to love everyone unconditionally, if that energy doesn't flow naturally and effortlessly then I acknowledge that I'm just not there yet.
I have had to face parts of my nature that I found disgusting and abhorrent, but with the knowledge that all this will help me unite with the Creator, I find great joy in the process.
I have had negative greetings, which I won't get into, but I am so incredibly grateful for these experiences as they have allowed me to develop my faith beyond what I ever thought possible. These experiences have pushed me to see where in my life I have acted as tormentor, tempter, flatterer, manipulator. And sure enough I can find it - just in very subtle and unconscious ways.
Last year I took LSD for the first time. I experienced what Ra talks about - opening a gateway. This has motivated me on my spiritual journey so much more, but I recognise the falsity of it placing me closer to the light then naturally obtained. As a result I am very strict with myself by not using any techniques, rituals or divination.
All in all, my journey would be very similar to someone undergoing psychoanalysis with Jungian philosophy - a lot more psychology based then outwardly spiritual. I cannot fault the power of the LOO to give tremendous focus towards clarity. I am eternally grateful.
Through trial and error I found that the best course of development for me was to stay in the lower centres and work through those blockages. Ra uses the word understanding to also refer to love. I am dedicated to understanding myself. I acknowledge the shadows within. I observe when I feel anger, fear or envy. I live as authentically as I can.
One of the big lessons I have learnt is not to force or fake emotions or understandings. I don't force myself to love everyone unconditionally, if that energy doesn't flow naturally and effortlessly then I acknowledge that I'm just not there yet.
I have had to face parts of my nature that I found disgusting and abhorrent, but with the knowledge that all this will help me unite with the Creator, I find great joy in the process.
I have had negative greetings, which I won't get into, but I am so incredibly grateful for these experiences as they have allowed me to develop my faith beyond what I ever thought possible. These experiences have pushed me to see where in my life I have acted as tormentor, tempter, flatterer, manipulator. And sure enough I can find it - just in very subtle and unconscious ways.
Last year I took LSD for the first time. I experienced what Ra talks about - opening a gateway. This has motivated me on my spiritual journey so much more, but I recognise the falsity of it placing me closer to the light then naturally obtained. As a result I am very strict with myself by not using any techniques, rituals or divination.
All in all, my journey would be very similar to someone undergoing psychoanalysis with Jungian philosophy - a lot more psychology based then outwardly spiritual. I cannot fault the power of the LOO to give tremendous focus towards clarity. I am eternally grateful.