11-23-2017, 04:28 AM
Jeremy, Jade, your contributions are priceless, I see the attempt made to help me understand and the patience to discuss this all.
I'll take time to consider the given channelings and contemplate all that you've each said in tandem with the channelings.
I just want to say I am sorry for my tone, I can't seem to turn it off from cold sounding sometimes and I apologize for that and any of the times I seem inconsiderate or dismissive. I don't intend to come off so arrogant.
I wish to point out I feel misunderstood, I do not mean to call the Law of One in any way evil or totally dark, I just wish to acknowledge what I have taken away from my experiences of seriously taking the Law of One.
I guess I was wrong... I take this stuff crazy serious. I have this insane goal, or dream, to somehow bridge the understandings of the heart to be explained to the intellectual in a way that is as logical as 1 + 1 except in this caee it'd be like Love + Love, but explained in a mechanical sense in metaphor that translates the very profound concepts of the Universal Love into intellectual understanding.
A lot of that seems to mean you need to explain meditative experiences to people who have no interest in meditating, but more, teach them those experiences without them meditating to find them.
The closest solution I found was deep contemplation.
Further I am struggling greatly in understanding what is wrong with my desire to guide people away from traumatic experiences that they won't want? Its like telling a friend it wouldn't be cool to record him trying to do a standing backflip on concrete, for the first time he's ever tried. Only in this case I exaggerate it to be hellish emotional despair instead of a splitting headache.
But you all seem to want to tell me its okay that such things happen. I totally agree, the wars and Death and slaughter and the vastness of it are all valid and should not be dismissed or avoided in absoluteness, as they have at their root that same Love I seek, even if it should seem horrendous.
I just think... I hope anyways... That lessons can be learned as efficaciously in peace as in war That we don't need to fight wars. We don't need to kill. We can solve problems without suffering extremely to finally desire a solution. We don't need to let children touch the hot stove for them to learn, not always anyways.
I guess I'm of a niche in this instance, to help a specific instance of certain types of people, in the case of the Law of One, whom might be susceptible to handling the teachings alone, not so well.
And all I suggest to this is that some people should practice this material under guidance.
I don't see why that should mean I lack an appreciation for the importance of their suffering or the love behind it all. In a way, it is that appreciation which moves me to want to help others know the joy of the Law of One, and not the joy/sorrow of the Law of One.
It's only 3D... I think it's okay to help some avoid deeper sorrows in 3D. I mean... Life can be hard enough without thinking it's hell or something. We're here working towards 4D, we can visit sorrow more deeply in 4D, and 5D. And you are right, some people program themselves to experience suffering for rapid understanding and gain. I'm not looking to interrupt that, just save those whom accidentally wander into that deep sorrowful experience from being overwhelmed by it, and for others, well it'd vary but if someone is going to practice this stuff they need the motivation and maturity to handle it a certain way.
Things I seem to lack sadly, otherwise I wouldn't be here trying to say I want to help others to avoid an unnecessary suffering.
I feel like a mother arguing for why a child doesn't need to suffer to grow.
But I might again be missing the point yall are making. I'm sorry if I am. Maybe my contemplations will align me to your intended expressions :-/
I'll take time to consider the given channelings and contemplate all that you've each said in tandem with the channelings.
I just want to say I am sorry for my tone, I can't seem to turn it off from cold sounding sometimes and I apologize for that and any of the times I seem inconsiderate or dismissive. I don't intend to come off so arrogant.
I wish to point out I feel misunderstood, I do not mean to call the Law of One in any way evil or totally dark, I just wish to acknowledge what I have taken away from my experiences of seriously taking the Law of One.
I guess I was wrong... I take this stuff crazy serious. I have this insane goal, or dream, to somehow bridge the understandings of the heart to be explained to the intellectual in a way that is as logical as 1 + 1 except in this caee it'd be like Love + Love, but explained in a mechanical sense in metaphor that translates the very profound concepts of the Universal Love into intellectual understanding.
A lot of that seems to mean you need to explain meditative experiences to people who have no interest in meditating, but more, teach them those experiences without them meditating to find them.
The closest solution I found was deep contemplation.
Further I am struggling greatly in understanding what is wrong with my desire to guide people away from traumatic experiences that they won't want? Its like telling a friend it wouldn't be cool to record him trying to do a standing backflip on concrete, for the first time he's ever tried. Only in this case I exaggerate it to be hellish emotional despair instead of a splitting headache.
But you all seem to want to tell me its okay that such things happen. I totally agree, the wars and Death and slaughter and the vastness of it are all valid and should not be dismissed or avoided in absoluteness, as they have at their root that same Love I seek, even if it should seem horrendous.
I just think... I hope anyways... That lessons can be learned as efficaciously in peace as in war That we don't need to fight wars. We don't need to kill. We can solve problems without suffering extremely to finally desire a solution. We don't need to let children touch the hot stove for them to learn, not always anyways.
I guess I'm of a niche in this instance, to help a specific instance of certain types of people, in the case of the Law of One, whom might be susceptible to handling the teachings alone, not so well.
And all I suggest to this is that some people should practice this material under guidance.
I don't see why that should mean I lack an appreciation for the importance of their suffering or the love behind it all. In a way, it is that appreciation which moves me to want to help others know the joy of the Law of One, and not the joy/sorrow of the Law of One.
It's only 3D... I think it's okay to help some avoid deeper sorrows in 3D. I mean... Life can be hard enough without thinking it's hell or something. We're here working towards 4D, we can visit sorrow more deeply in 4D, and 5D. And you are right, some people program themselves to experience suffering for rapid understanding and gain. I'm not looking to interrupt that, just save those whom accidentally wander into that deep sorrowful experience from being overwhelmed by it, and for others, well it'd vary but if someone is going to practice this stuff they need the motivation and maturity to handle it a certain way.
Things I seem to lack sadly, otherwise I wouldn't be here trying to say I want to help others to avoid an unnecessary suffering.
I feel like a mother arguing for why a child doesn't need to suffer to grow.
But I might again be missing the point yall are making. I'm sorry if I am. Maybe my contemplations will align me to your intended expressions :-/
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