11-18-2017, 11:38 PM
Aww.
You don't come off as an idiot or stupid. You seem rather intelligent, and infinite~
Your experiences remind me of my own a little bit, thank you very much for sharing.
@Sprout
I feel the same way, B4 is basically the only place besides grocery shopping where I feel safe and sound to try to be unconditional loving.
I just wish I was way better at being loveydovey.
I'm not the most romantic person, very reserved for some reason. Perhaps I'm waiting for the right person to be all mushygushy cutesy the ways I usually am in person by myself.
I just want to be that way to everyone but nooo, everyone is too miserable to just enjoy the love being given.
Makes polarizing basically an attempt to walk through hell and not look back at the horrors. Its a bit ridiculously hard beyond a point.
Yet still, a part of me is grateful to be aware of reality moreso than I was before, so, meh, Law of One is cool with me, just wish it didn't include such harsh realities.
You don't come off as an idiot or stupid. You seem rather intelligent, and infinite~
Your experiences remind me of my own a little bit, thank you very much for sharing.
@Sprout
I feel the same way, B4 is basically the only place besides grocery shopping where I feel safe and sound to try to be unconditional loving.
I just wish I was way better at being loveydovey.
I'm not the most romantic person, very reserved for some reason. Perhaps I'm waiting for the right person to be all mushygushy cutesy the ways I usually am in person by myself.
I just want to be that way to everyone but nooo, everyone is too miserable to just enjoy the love being given.
Makes polarizing basically an attempt to walk through hell and not look back at the horrors. Its a bit ridiculously hard beyond a point.
Yet still, a part of me is grateful to be aware of reality moreso than I was before, so, meh, Law of One is cool with me, just wish it didn't include such harsh realities.