A proposal

[Cainite]

Austin~ Insightful post.

I'm as balanced as I can be. To spiritual groups, I come across as negative. To people that are negative I come across as highly intelligent and secure, thus to be feared.

I simply decided to throw the shadow at the community to move things along a little faster.

Also, the part of the LOO describing the negatives are my favorites. There's apparently an incarnate negative sixth density entity running around Earth for no discernible reason (probably looking for looooove)? That's me! Two Ra wanderers that want to start a holy war? Awesome story. Let's get it going. I'm bored.

You don't seem to be negative. I get the boredom.. the positive path may appear uninteresting and predictable.
And the negative path sounds fun! it's all games and play! negative adepts know that they're in a game and follow certain rules to not mess up the game since there's no checkpoint unlike in video games.

But honestly, I don't think one is always as balanced as he thinks he is.