Upcoming social dlimena, true sharing

[sjel]

"Those reverting to orange ray, and we may add these are many upon your plane at this time, are those who feel the vibrations of true color green and, therefore, respond by rejecting governmental and societal activities as such and seek once more the self.

However, not having developed the yellow ray properly so that it balances the personal vibratory rates of the entity, the entity then is faced with the task of further activation and balancing of the self in relation to the self, thus the orange-ray manifestations at this space/time nexus."


As we go further the feeling of the green ray vibrations will increase. This means one will either regress or polarize. The vast majority regress. Yet by those who have made their choice we shape the future of the planet.

This makes me feel hopeless. I feel hopeless upon reading this, for I perceive myself to be cemented into an isolated, societally rejecting, governmentally rejecting state. I am isolated and friendless. By my own actions, of course. I profess to be spiritually searching, and here I am, hypocritically rejecting the green ray vibration by having dropped out of college and remaining asocial.

That is my first thought, and while I do not feel it as deeply after having written it out, I have no rebuttal, for it stills feels deeply true for my situation.