How otherselves view positivity

[Agua del Cielo]

Over the years i found that relationships are carefully balanced energysystems.
when you change the Energy of one part, either the other Parts have to change, too, or the relationships will not Last for much longer.

in your case, when you become more conscious and the feminine side awakens, the challenged for your friends is:
they no longer can be so "superficial" in your presence. this would mean, they arme for ed to Look at things they formerly ignored (in themselves for example). they might not be willing or even capable of doing so.
also, when your "feminine" side awakens (but maybe only your "Image" of masculine changed; the masculine is also warm, compassionate and caring, it's just the distorted masculine that isnt) yourfriends are being confronted with more Emotion and compassion. this will also make their emotions and compassion arise, which would mean, First thing they encounter are the reasons why they blocked it out in the First place.

I experienced this quite a few times on my path. relationships would change, friendships would dissolve, Job would suddenly become unbearable.
Many times People around took the opportunity and also changed. And sometimes Friends would dissappear and new friendships would appear.

this is by the way a major unconscious obstacle on the spiritual path.
Related persons unconsciously try to keep you in the "Same place" evolutionwise and we have the Same fear deep down. The fear, that the relationship might dissolve when one Part makes a Major step in evolution.

In the end it is always perfect, looking back, all the changes in relationships were to the best of all!