02-12-2017, 11:18 PM
Infinity is the basis of the builded structure of existence. From within the illusion there is idealogical finity. Both exist. The veil exists for opportunity. 3rd density is about choice, not understanding.
The consider this. You are moving. Before that you were at rest. Now that you are moving you have forgotten how to rest. Your goal is to move while resting. Being able to move is the charge of polarity creating capacity for work.
Acceptance of all aspects of self is necessary. Unconscious judgement is a defacto rejection of self or other self.
I align with your journey.
In 2013 i did drugs and suffered from psychosis. I have been isolated all my life mainly becuase i wouldnt play the games. I was depressed since childhood. I remember the disharmonies tendencies of my young friends. I despaired for years. I had no outlet. After highschool when i realized taking AP classes and dual enrolling ment nothing, i eventually tried drugs.
They made everything worse in the end. I was unwell in a spiritually complex way because thru mediation i made contact with intelligent infinity. Embacing illusions is a dangerous game.
I stopped doing drugs, relapsed 6 times til i accepted and resolved the major depressive feeling that drew me to suicide.
In 2015 i was gaining ground and stability. Come the end of that year I received graduated from technical college. 2016 i worked resolving so many feelings.
Balance is a key to life. For a long time spirituality was an escape from life. Til i embraced life, i never really understood spirituality. I study the major arcana because it is beautiful.
I come now from a place of balance, to some degree.
The first step to unblocking energy centers is to accept the condition without judgement and realize the opposite is just as feasible.
We talk about masturbation on this forum. I mean, I was and to some degree am not emotionally healthy when it comes to sex and relationships. I simply want to share and give, but greatly fear rejection. I eventually desired to give and receive love in a controlled way. The longer time goes on the less impacted i feel by these fear and machinations of desires.
I make this point to say, almost everybody has a debiliating trauma in one way or another. Through seeking this becomes a stumbling block or an enabler to greater things. The key to positive utilization is acceptance without judgement.
We tend to learn more from painful experiences than pleasurable and joyous simply because they are often more abundant in many lives. I see no point on focusing beyond 4th density as its not likely to expect to recieve qualifications to enter those densities in this life.
The consider this. You are moving. Before that you were at rest. Now that you are moving you have forgotten how to rest. Your goal is to move while resting. Being able to move is the charge of polarity creating capacity for work.
Acceptance of all aspects of self is necessary. Unconscious judgement is a defacto rejection of self or other self.
I align with your journey.
In 2013 i did drugs and suffered from psychosis. I have been isolated all my life mainly becuase i wouldnt play the games. I was depressed since childhood. I remember the disharmonies tendencies of my young friends. I despaired for years. I had no outlet. After highschool when i realized taking AP classes and dual enrolling ment nothing, i eventually tried drugs.
They made everything worse in the end. I was unwell in a spiritually complex way because thru mediation i made contact with intelligent infinity. Embacing illusions is a dangerous game.
I stopped doing drugs, relapsed 6 times til i accepted and resolved the major depressive feeling that drew me to suicide.
In 2015 i was gaining ground and stability. Come the end of that year I received graduated from technical college. 2016 i worked resolving so many feelings.
Balance is a key to life. For a long time spirituality was an escape from life. Til i embraced life, i never really understood spirituality. I study the major arcana because it is beautiful.
I come now from a place of balance, to some degree.
The first step to unblocking energy centers is to accept the condition without judgement and realize the opposite is just as feasible.
We talk about masturbation on this forum. I mean, I was and to some degree am not emotionally healthy when it comes to sex and relationships. I simply want to share and give, but greatly fear rejection. I eventually desired to give and receive love in a controlled way. The longer time goes on the less impacted i feel by these fear and machinations of desires.
I make this point to say, almost everybody has a debiliating trauma in one way or another. Through seeking this becomes a stumbling block or an enabler to greater things. The key to positive utilization is acceptance without judgement.
We tend to learn more from painful experiences than pleasurable and joyous simply because they are often more abundant in many lives. I see no point on focusing beyond 4th density as its not likely to expect to recieve qualifications to enter those densities in this life.