02-08-2017, 10:12 PM
I had one experience where I was sitting by myself not thinking of anything and suddenly my heart was opened up, and I felt an opening to II. The love was so great that I cried and could barely handle it.
There was another time where I experienced a simulation of climbing the subdensities in my mind. I made it to 8th subdensity and then was able to peek into the previous octave and get a feeling of it. Then suddenly my mind was shaken as if my head was in a paint shaker very violently. It was scary climbing the subdensities. No love was felt, only fear. I couldn't peek into the next octave because it was shielded by light I could not penetrate.
There was another time where I experienced a simulation of climbing the subdensities in my mind. I made it to 8th subdensity and then was able to peek into the previous octave and get a feeling of it. Then suddenly my mind was shaken as if my head was in a paint shaker very violently. It was scary climbing the subdensities. No love was felt, only fear. I couldn't peek into the next octave because it was shielded by light I could not penetrate.
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