Mechanics of negative time/space

[Night Owl]

There IS something trying to force me to have energetic connections that I don't desire.

Then I encourage you not to force anything upon yourself even when it comes from outside of you.

Regardless, again, I'm talking about a spiritual alone-ness... and if I could have that, I wouldn't need to be bugging people with metaphysical bullshit.

Would you describe your spiritual aloneness as some kind of disconnection from the external world or from the internal world maybe?

You're not the one who touched my boundaries, so don't flatter yourself there. I'm sorry if I'm taking it out on you. But it's not you.

I don't mean to. It was only to say that I only seek to help you towards your seeking and not to push you in unwanted directions

No, not peace. Or, at least, there are very few things here that would give it to me.

Well I got this feeling that you seek peace because I see it as the end result of fixing those specific problems of yours. But for sure you can have different motivation for your situation than I would. But I wish you to find peace nevertheless. I feel like it would be very freeing for you.

I'm looking for spiritual progression in a free and unoppressed way, and to fix a relationship or two. Those are things I need to work towards, and in the meantime, I need to remove obstaces - diplomatically or violently.

I don't know how much of the LOO you have read but I'm pretty sure some of the concepts are key to what you seek. Although I would say any kind of spiritual progress must be driven by the seeking.

I would say that your last statement includes very honest and realistic goals to work on. Maybe it would help if you could describe those things a bit more?

Can you describe what kind of relationships you feel needs fixing or what kind of reasons led them to need fixing in the first place?
Can you describe what are the obstacles blocking your progress?