Mechanics of negative time/space

[Mahakali]

Then why are you here? It's not like anyone here is forcing you to have this conversation. You really want to be alone? Don't move, don't talk to anyone, don't go anywhere, don't do anything. That's pretty easily achievable. But yet, here you are, interacting with people, asking questions, having desires and a will to change something about yourself. I'm only offering that which you ask. I may be touching sensible boundaries of yours, but only because you seem to like the direct approach. My gut feeling is that your deepest desire is peace. Still I could be wrong about it, but if that is what you want, there is no way that is achievable through anger, vengeance, insults or any thing in that direction. You should know, what you have tried so far has led you where you are, it is not gonna be different in the future. The desire for peace is something I have strived for a long time. But peace is already here if you are just willing to let it in.

There IS something trying to force me to have energetic connections that I don't desire.

Regardless, again, I'm talking about a spiritual alone-ness... and if I could have that, I wouldn't need to be bugging people with metaphysical bullshit.

You're not the one who touched my boundaries, so don't flatter yourself there. I'm sorry if I'm taking it out on you. But it's not you.

No, not peace. Or, at least, there are very few things here that would give it to me.

I'm looking for spiritual progression in a free and unoppressed way, and to fix a relationship or two. Those are things I need to work towards, and in the meantime, I need to remove obstaces - diplomatically or violently.