Mechanics of negative time/space

[Night Owl]

Then why are you here? It's not like anyone here is forcing you to have this conversation. You really want to be alone? Don't move, don't talk to anyone, don't go anywhere, don't do anything. That's pretty easily achievable. But yet, here you are, interacting with people, asking questions, having desires and a will to change something about yourself. I'm only offering that which you ask. I may be touching sensible boundaries of yours, but only because you seem to like the direct approach. My gut feeling is that your deepest desire is peace. Still I could be wrong about it, but if that is what you want, there is no way that is achievable through anger, vengeance, insults or any thing in that direction. You should know, what you have tried so far has led you where you are, it is not gonna be different in the future. The desire for peace is something I have strived for a long time. But peace is already here if you are just willing to let it in.