Blocking communication / unconscious fear

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Hi Glow

I would say that we block something when we're not quite ready for it...

My feeling is to trust myself - and keep my heart open... open to a change in my reaction, open to the entity/energy, and also open to the wisdom of my current reactions...

(my first perceptions/'seeings' were very 'challenging'... and I took a along while to feel safe/comfortable to open to 'see' again...

it's like I needed time to accept the massive challenge to 'consensus reality' ...)

(similarly my journey to realising I'm 'non-human'... occurred in stages because it was/is such a 'freak out' paradigm busting realisation...)

lately I wake up in the night and have direct sensation that 'here' is fake... unreal... I can almost see 'the veil'...

I put myself back to sleep as its too strong and I know I have to stay here ...

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